I am pretty satisfied in myself that I haven't been an escapist. I have put my past behind me already and what I want to do is to put things in its right place. I honestly don't really know what's happening and I usually like to give others a benefit of a doubt. But this has happened one time too many already I guess. I don't really want to see my previous relationship end on a sour note but at this rate it might just happen.
Is it too difficult to just reply a message saying that you don't want to talk or something? I have said from day one that I really have problems reading girls haha and it's just so true. I don't know la really. Don't know what I should feel now but it's kind of a pity really for things to be heading this way. Too bad for me though, it seems things always turn sour for me anyways. Getting used to it already. Not feeling angst or anything now. It's just an "okay lo" kind of feeling. I used to joke that I'm in nirvana already but it really feels like it is this time haha.
雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
Say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
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