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Saturday, January 19, 2008

Well gonna go to Thailand for Battleking in just a while...a feeling of apprehension is certainly there and of course the anticipation of firing live rounds is there but of course it ain't gonna be so easy rite haha. I know the tough part will be after the live firing too and the huge amts of store we've gotta prepare and do too. Last week wasn't too pleasant in AI with all the shit we got from those above. Seriously but I do agree we deserved some of it for sure but probably not all yep.
Hm...hope I'll be able to pull thru it lol...shd be alright ba. It's gonna be a bit more than 2 weeks before I'm back in Singapore and by then almost cny le...hope everyone will be fine in my 2 weeks absence ya.
Well...I'm surprised at myself being so resolute heh but it's a good thing no?

一群嗜血的蚂蚁 被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情 看孤独的风景
失去你 爱恨开始分明
失去你 还有什么事好关心
当鸽子不再象征和平 我终于被提醒
广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵 形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊 乌云开始遮蔽 夜色不干净
公园里 葬礼的回音 在漫天飞行
送你的 白色玫瑰 在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听 我黑色的大衣
想温暖你 日渐冰冷的回忆
走过的 走过的 生命
啊 四周弥漫雾气 我在空旷的墓地
老去后还爱你
为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
那些断翅的蜻蜓 散落在这森林
而我的眼睛 没有丝毫同情
失去你 泪水混浊无情
失去你 我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶 嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘后悔莫及的那爱情


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 4:39 pm
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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Ah...so damn tired...thx to some stupid scheduling of this range shoot...only giving us one sunday before flying off to thailand for battleking...along with some crap tt caused a possible sat nite book out to be pushed to today morn. Seriously ah...really like wad cai says lo...like dogs man.
Oh well...battleking...seems so distant in thailand. I wonder how it's gonna be like man. Honestly don't really know wad to expect also. Hope it's gonna be fun heh. But after battleking and the subsequent firestrike, it's gonna be back to safti v soon man. Certainly gonna be something to look fwd to but also a sian 3 weeks of joint term shd i pull thru everything. Yep...really vv happy for linus man...some SoM, really cool, BSO in 3SIR. Hope he's really having a good time there ya, and of course all my frens in ns, altho it's gonna be damn sian with no freedom and all...it's really a journey tt all guys shd and must go thru. Making new frens and buddies along the way really rox esp with the kinda shit we get ard, it certainly makes us closer man. But it's one thing tt I'll only wanna go thru once heh.
Hm...don't really know wad's going on in my life too. Sorta just going thru motion as it's been normally said. Listening to the emo nemo songs played in bunk sometimes stirs my thots too hm...whenever I'm busy or have something on hand, I just seem to do or follow thru depending on wadever it is. When I stop work and rest, inevitable thots just seem to drift into my mind ya...can't help but still tink back into the past on wad I nv did which I shd so have done...really. But sometimes I'm just unable to reflect on everything tt I shd either haha...pretty helpless in tt but can't be helped either eh =/ well just let things follow the flow lo...
船到桥头应该会自然直。应该吧。


素眉勾勒秋千话北风龙转丹
屏层鸟绘的牡丹一如你梳妆
黯然腾香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上皱边直尺各一半
油色渲染侍女图因为被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散
去到我去不了的地方
天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在平地书刻你房间上的飘影
就当我为遇见你伏笔
天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
月色被打捞起 掩盖了结局
如传世的青花瓷在独自美丽
你眼的笑意

色白花青的景已跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在药效里一千年的秘密
急溪里犹如羞花沾落地
林外芭蕉 惹咒语 梦幻的铜绿
而我如我那江南小镇的等你
在泼墨山水画里
你从墨色深处被隐去


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 4:02 pm
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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Hoho...wad a short weekend for me zzz...sian la thx to the wonders of guard duty...got like slightly more than 12h at home nia...no time to go out whatsoever. But I'd have to say it's an experience tt's really gonna help us in the future for sure. Not too bad but still sian cos it burned the whole sat man. Not to mention the dumb firetracker reflections which took most of my free sunday...causing myself to stay at home doing ns work. Unbelievable week man.

Borrow a quote heh "when we look back on our lives, we always regret not the things we did, but the things we didn't do"

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 9:23 pm
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Rite first post of the year...state my new year resolutions? Lol thx to chenting ah...he sorta pressed me to come up with some stuff ya...well here goes haha...

On a less tangible side,
1) Improving on interpersonal skills and how I relate to others, time to be more sensitive when needed to and certainly know when wad to say and wad to do.
2) One big thing I really wanna do is to keep in contact with my frens ya...made a lot of new frens in ns but I definitely won't forget those I've known since a long time ago heh...ya so just wanna keep the friendships going. It's pretty impt heh.
3) Time to improve and grow as a person ya...altho I can alr feel the diff in myself, I still wanna become more matured and have a wider and more objective perspective on things for sure. And of course wad I wanna do and my direction in the future
Hm...for something more measureable...
4) Yeah find time to re-pick up the guitar stuff I sorta forgot and go 1 step further...of course I'd probably have more time only after I commission eh...
5) Time to get a NEW com...this com has been with me for like er...at least 4-5 years? Saw it dip from top end to museum quality over the years haha...yeah more or less decided to get a new one ba...altho the processor still can make it but I get the feeling it's uber cui liao.
6) Beef up on my soccer and try to play more regularly yep...shd have it like weekly with the 4J dudes when we've the time heh.
7) Improve on my personal physique and fitness lol...something I've been procrastinating for damn long.
8) To become at least a decent officer after commissioning and not tarnish the name of the officer corps that many have built up over the years.
9) Try to play more games, watch more anime and read more manga lol altho most prob not much time eh.
10) Well...a last one to make it 10...which wld be to stop droning on things and not take wadeva I have for granted at all =)

Well may have more then wad I can tink off the top of my head but still shd be more than sufficient for me to either reflect or take some action to put the plans into action haha.


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 12:39 pm
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