I really do feel rather empty inside at times. I mean it fun to hang ard with my plt mates and stuff but things are mundane and I'm like just pulling thru things until the end of service term for now ya. I'd say really no motivation le haha...yeah...somehow I lost my passion for leading somewhere along the way after leaving VS...wasn't quite apparent in VJ but I do feel like I'm heading nowhere as of now.
I was once told inspirational leadership was the best one can attain :) but I doubt I had been able to inspire as much as I wld like to or if any at all. But I'll definitely try to work towards tt haha. Hopefully I'll be able to pick it up soon ya.
Looking at the oldest msg on my sim card certainly makes me smile cos it's really cute haha...I guess I'll smile even more when I read the older msgs on my d820 but don't ppl say tt there's always 2 sides to things?
Jay's songs are really beautiful. They're great...listening to them really makes me feel like I can relate to his music directly, so subtle but true ya. Thoroughly enjoy his music. Looking back at his compositions for the movies he had acted in makes me realise tt they're all sad pieces ya. But they're great...they really are.
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
Secret was a great movie haha...from the plot to the music strewn brilliantly all ard the different scenes and I felt it was really good in all aspects. Well it did seem like deja vu in some parts tho haha. I wld describe it as well...a bit of a fantasy story ba, just like a fairytale...really seemed so throughout. But it was great for sure...the acting wasn't bad either...qutie decent in fact haha.
And for some reason gazing at the fireworks didn't really appeal tt much to me anymore haha...it sure did look like a fairytale tho...a little away from tt same spot but with a better view ya. Guess it's all different alr eh. Time has moved on and it seems I'm the only one left behind.
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
也许我的心早已死了
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
Sigh...sometimes I really wonder why is it that I can't do anything at all.
The surface is always just a facade...a cheerful and carefree attitude that conceals a shattered and torn heart.
And I wonder why I'm so helpless and useless.
I guess I'm just living in the past...
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
Haha...so fast national day le...this time last year was the time for mugging heh...mugging for a's. Yea...but it was also the most fulfilling and unforgettable time for me. It was really great heh...yeah was supposed to go see fireworks on national day too but I sorta totally missed it ya...although I missed it but I felt happy in a way haha...spent the time well ya. Yep all the way until a's or even before tt was really the best times for me all for something I didn't do till then. Thx ^^
But things are totally different now ya. National day seems just like a rest day for me...not much incentive to go out but still going ahaha yea to meet up with frens lo. Just hope the fireworks wld be the best this year although won't get to watch heh.
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
Hm...haven't blogged for a long time eh...well just really worn out in both body and mind ya...injuries in many places like shin, knee, heel and stuff...It'll recover in time to come but I just hope I do last thru service term at the least man. Yeah...hopefully. But quite sian at times ya...
Well...left with quite some stuff to get, restocking of food and some personal stuff like my bag and shoes tt have been long overdue heh. But really don't get many chances to spend on stuff or wadeva la...5 and a half day week in ocs is quite a way to spend your life eh...it's fruitful in tt I'm definitely getting to know my plt mates better by the day and ya making great frens ard but can feel something still lacking in my life yep...
Really quite tired with the training in the past week ya...but can't be helped heh...somehow feeling tt I'm losing my motivation to push on...really really hope it won't be the case but if it does happen then I see how things go ba haha.
你是否 忘记了 那时候 的笑容 如果我 已不在你心中
舍不得 为什么 你说过 的以后 留下我 能不能淹没~
那天空 云很多 看不见你的轮廓 只剩下 太多来不及说
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 我以为 你都会懂 跟着你~
我才发现难过
很难说 都没有 想念过 你的手 可能是 我不愿去触碰
还记得 本来你 有没有 擦口红 反正是 我已经错过
那天空 云很多 看不见你的轮廓 剩下 太多来不及说
想哭的冲动 开始在失去以后 再等着你的手拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候 早应该大声的说 那种人真的沉默 弄巧成拙
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 我以为 你都会懂
想哭的冲动 开始在失去以后 已经擦干了泪 为何还有点痛
该说的时候 早应该大声的说 爱你却留下缺口 剩下沉默
不说出的温柔 让你离开我 去拥抱 你要的梦 别担心~我
我会好好过
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