Many thanks to Jeanine, Daphne and Mary for treating me at Marche ytd ya. Very nice of them but I feel a little guilty of being unable to do anything ya...but it was really a great time at CDC and Alumni Office. Really.
Oh well going into NS ya...officially enlisting later so I guess won't be blogging for an uber long time cos even if I book out also will be damn lazy la wahaha. Surprisingly, I'm not feeling nervous or anything...well, it'll come and everyone's gonna go thru it. Hopefully I'll enjoy it man and yep, have a good time there heh. Hope everyone will stay cool and enjoy yourselves too =)
狼牙月 伊人憔悴 我举杯 饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜 惹尘埃是非
缘字诀 几番轮回 妳锁眉 哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰 我爱不灭 繁华如三千东流水
我只取一瓢爱了解 只恋妳化身的蝶
妳发如雪 凄美了离别 我焚香感动了谁
邀明月 让回忆皎洁 爱在月光下完美
妳发如雪 纷飞了眼泪 我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉 微醺的岁月 我用无悔 刻永世爱妳的碑
啦儿啦 啦儿啦 啦儿啦儿啦 啦儿啦 啦儿啦 啦儿啦儿啦
铜镜映无邪 扎马尾 妳若撒野 今生我把酒奉陪
只要你一笑 我就又都不介意 你对我任性
我竟然还觉得荣幸 不在乎爱情 会是自由的天敌
根本已经为你失去我平常的冷静 虽然我还不擅长
幸福这种东西 可是我真的很想 把所有你要的
都放在你的手心
爱像地心引力 无法抗拒 一吋一吋 深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系 等待也都愿意 人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力 没有空隙 一天一天 不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里 重新认识自己 在你面前原来微笑那么容易
我终于明白 那些孤单的夜里 寂寞的表情
是因为你还没靠近 原来我愿意 为等一个人淋雨
是你唤醒了我自己都不懂的深情
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Emiya Shirou and Saber...Fate-Stay Night was a brilliant anime. Oh well...I think it's like the best I've seen so far...altho I do it selectively lol...it's great, real great but it has only half a happy ending unlike most stories. To me Basilisk is like totally damn sad...but this gives me an entirely different feeling. Not just decent battling scenes but also an excellent storyline and deep lying meanings that touches hearts. Absolutely brilliant lol.
Well re-reading a few books of Slamdunk really brings back the good old days. Best manga without doubt but also inspiring and truly shows the positive spirit and never losing mentality of humans. Yeah it was something so inspiring and great to see the persevering players that it touches me.
Oh well like left 2 days only...I wonder what to do...
"Even if you could redo the past...those tears, those memories...and the coldness of reality that carves up my chest...the time we all went through and endured together...you can't render all that meaningless. Carrying those pains and moving on...isn't that the only path that would allow all those lost things to remain? Memories become the foundations for us, and I believe they can change the people who are still living. No matter how much it hurts, even if it's a wound that never heal, I believe this path is not wrong."
"It feels so close to me, yet I can't grasp it even if I extend my hands. Even so...even if I can't reach it...there are things that will stay in my heart. Being in the same time...and looking up at the same sky...If I can remember that, then even if we are far apart from each other, I believe we can be together. I will run forward now. If I set my goal far enough, then someday...I'll be able to reach what I aimed for."
It isn't a coincidence that the two of us have met
It was a destiny decided long ago
Everytime I close my eyes, everytime I look up to the sky,
Days of illusion are resurrected
The closer you get to a rainbow, the further it appears
Yet, I will keep walking like this
I can see my future with you,
And I'm sure you can, too, like you've always been able to
I will protect you, like I've promised
I want to be by your side in times of sadness
直到爱消失你才懂去珍惜
身边每个美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Woo...now like how many days to ns le...zzz...so fast civilian life gonna be over le...gotta prepare to chiong sua wahaha...oh well guess it'll do me good too heh.
I’m sorry for me buggin’ you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ’bout you know who
I’m sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don’t feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I’ve never been good at that - no no
forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don’t know how much I wish that I was
your boyfriend - that other guy
the only one who’s allowed
in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don’t know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
I’m sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes
feeling lost and blue Mnn
I’m sorry for me lovin’ you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ’bout you know who
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
to lay in your arms at night
well you can’t blame a guy for tryin’
now what else can I do
and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
Well well...haven't blogged for a long long time eh. Was just too lazy to fill in another post lol...yeah...didn't really have the inspiration either. Hm...been lacking inspiration since forever zzz...yeah and I probably know why too...nothing "real" good has been happening or working out for me ya.
Oh well...Last Fri marked my last day working for CDC...was rather sad really, cos my colleagues had been really, really nice ya...I'm so glad to have met them cos they really helped me a lot along the way. Yep...they were like so generous la...received things from them during my last day of work, and also got the testi right on tt day. I really learnt quite a bit over there in terms of doing things and I feel tt I've grown and matured...really...maybe there are other factors to be considered too but I really can feel it.
Mon went to find Eng Ann and get an old testi lol, one from IHPC, saw some jc school kids ard ya and saw a ctc junior (apparently forgot his name =X) cool cool, school life is still the best man. VS brought me tonnes of passion and camaraderie while VJ brought me lots of fun and enjoyment. I love school days...bring me back to school lol. Next Fri enlisting le la, no more freedom, can forget abt my max lvl in rebirthRO (long long way to go zzz), FF XII (far from completion) and my slack days at home or out aft resignation from my job.
Things will never be the same...we don't cherish wad we have when we have plenty of it, or too much of it esp when it is repetitive...we find it boring and want something different. But when we lose it all, we then realise how impt things were to us and really begin to cherish wad we have =/
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