Service term is over just in a blink of the eye...really...times flies haha. A sad thing is tt we never really had much of chance to bid everyone farewell cos of the flurry of activities and fatigue in us aft the route march.Quite sad and we nv really had a meeting during our block leave either. Well I guess we can always do it sometime later ya.
Hm...met up with the usual gang of rc guys, not bad la had a good talk cock session, talking a lot of crap here and there and ya updating a bit too. Not bad la occasional gatherings are always cool.
Off to socjot in Brunei like so very soon la...always apprehension before these kinda stuff and also how things will be like in artillery but I guess things shd turn out fine ba.
Well life's just like that...some things just never ever go your way doesn't it =/
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Wahaha wad a nice off in lieu today heh...went to the cage to play soccer!! Quite shiok really but damn shack sia...long time nv play le super rusty lol but not bad we shd play more often eh. But really quite sad ya left with 2 days with my plt mates. Sierra plt 3 really damn nice la a lot of nice ppl ard really damn sad tt we're gonna split up soon but I'm pretty sure we still can meet up often :)
It certainly seems that my future still lies in my past...
记忆深处的美好
星空还刻着你的微笑
数不清多少夜晚
她在你手心的记号
轻轻靠在我怀抱
闻你发丝淡淡的味道
怀念我们曾经
多么单纯的美好
过去的美好
我想有一天我们都能忘掉
想你的星空下
星星不再闪耀
我想我知道
眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年
我不曾想逃
我想我知道
眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年
我不曾想逃
受伤的翅膀
总有一天会慢慢
慢慢的变好
能飞得更高
当失去你的依靠
don't wanna miss you
逝去的不能再留住
只是过往每个画面
都成为我们的束缚
对爱情的无助
我想我知道
眼泪的味道
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
Kena ps by shaun and bing just now sia...suddenly say cannot altho shaun at least got some warning eh...so in the end left sw, ming yong and me nia.
sw: "Edwin, how can you let it happen?"
(Well, some things...no, in fact most things are way beyond my control, I didn't want it to turn out liddat either...)
sw:"So how're you feeling now"
(Some feelings just can't be put into words ya...but I guess it ain't tt bad...but it still is in a way...but i'm fine la haha, thx dudes!!)
有些事实再难以启齿，反而不说出比较不会带来任何困扰。
是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Well...service term is finally drawing to an end...really quite sad tt Sierra plt 3 has to go its separate ways with half going to arty and the other to infantry. Pretty lucky to go arty but it doesn't give me great satisfaction in knowing tt other frens are going in a diff direction. But I'm sure we'll all meet up in joint term just before our commissioning ya.
Left our 23km route march up elephant hill before receiving our senior bar. I sure hope we'll make it a great exp cos Sierra plt 3 is certainly something more lol...sounds familiar eh. We exhibited it in the 5x1km relay pair where we won despite being the least "fit" plt in a way. The runner did extremely well, without disappointing any of us haha but they were really good and mentally strong, shows a lot abt our plt eh.
So hopefully we'll get to meet up more often :)
破碎的心必须慢慢地检起碎片。检起碎片之后就必须把碎片重新地拼起。就算拼完之后，心中的裂痕依然会浮现出。想说得并说不出，想做得也做不出。一切一太迟了，无论什么事发生也将会无济于事，自己的一举一动也只会带来无数的困扰。值得欣慰的只剩下所遗留的美好回忆……眼眶中的泪光只能遗留在心中而心中莫名的悲痛也只得自己背负。时间真的会使所有的伤口愈合吗？但已说过的是只要你能健康与幸福其余对我都已不重要了。
怎麼隱藏 我的悲傷 失去妳的地方
妳的髮香 散得匆忙 我已經跟不上
閉上眼睛 還能看見 妳離去的痕跡
在月光下 一直找尋 那想念的身影
如果說 分手是苦痛的起點
那在終點之前我願意再愛一遍
想要對妳說的不敢說的愛
會不會有人可以明白
我會發著呆然後忘記妳 接著緊緊閉上眼
想著哪一天會有人代替 讓我不再想念妳
我會發著呆然後微微笑 接著緊緊閉上眼
又想了一遍妳溫柔的臉 在我忘記之前
心裡的眼淚 模糊了視線 妳已快 看不見
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Hm...wad a social nite haha...ok la not bad get to talk a bit with others and take some commemorative photos with my cool plt mates heh. Many thx to clar for coming despite feeling unwell ya, your help is greatly appreciated ^^ oh well the activities were pretty dry tho but it was overall not bad la, the ballroom beats the badminton court =X lol seriously. Got to take photos with the cute twins and rat too heh...niiiiiiiiice lol.
Well some things are always better left unsaid :)
没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你
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Sunday, September 16, 2007
Sigh...life always seems so incomplete. Ya...my heart goes out to poh long man...got nothing much to say really but we all cld feel his pain esp when he talked to us. I really had to hold back my tears, telling myself to be strong for him. I'm sure he'll be able to pick himself up and become even stronger ya :)
Always treasure wadever you have, cos you'll nv know when you lose it...
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