Hm...somehow getting the feeling that I'm getting more emo by the days...probably cos of wad I had gone thru...whenever I have some spare time I always tink abt the past ya...life's full of plenty of regrets...things I didn't do and things I did...yep...most of all was wad I didn't in jc ya...stupid old me. Yeah...always had the feeling tt if I had, things wouldn't be like this and it just keeps rewinding and rumbling in my mind...
Life in OCS isn't exactly terrible...it's bearable with all the nice ppl ard in the plt ya...but really sad to see our plt being split up from a good 48 ppl to the current 30 only with some transferred to bravo and air wing and also some who signed on to air wing as well. Yep...and sad thing was tt buddy hong shing left for air wing too. It's pretty quiet and lifeless in the bunk without a buddy ya...but guess I'll get used to it. He left his cool transformer poster there lol and many stuff for me...a real nice dude man...once a buddy always a buddy, same goes to joel heh :) but despite a decent life in there...I can only feel my spirits only "half up" at the most and nv always up there ya...cos of some emo stuff again of course haha...but I technically shdn't have anything to complain abt wad I have now. Technically...
Transformers really quite cool...was really great and happy tt I caught it cos of the recommendation to me ya...but it took up my whole day cos of some problems along the way tho. Field camp soon le...quite sian really...just hope the plt will improve a lot in many areas cos I do believe we can achieve much more together.
Yeah...good luck...
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cos I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too
Cos my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too
Do you even know u met me
This is true
I know when I go I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
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