Nowadays like nothing much to blog ah...every 2-3 days then blog once haha...anyway now seems like got a little more peoiple coming heh...not bad eh...but not important la.
Yesterday was like whole day at home nothing to do...dl my stuff and slack around, played quuite a few wc3 ums rpgs ya...quite fun...but a bit ma fan yeah.
Today was like...go watch Kung Fu Hustle...met at 11.45am at PL mrt...got about 5 of us meet for lunch lor...lunch horrible, food sucks quite bad actually but nvm about that. Then like originally supposed to meet at 1.00pm at bugis to watch the show there but then in the end Qiu Tong and Rachel said no seats or what la, then changed to ps. Originally we were very early...so we went around walking and stuff, then saw Vincent sir at the world of sports there...with soemone but I forgot the name ya...yeah he recognised us then what handshake -_-"...but well...walk around for some time then see see...later couldn't find both of them...under the impression that they went there to book ma, but actually they called to book the tickets...quite chaotic. Then originally dono who told Su Yin watching the 2.20pm show...then we all blur, cos some people were told that they watching 3.00pm show, then chaos liao, lucky later confirmed is 3.00pm show or else not enough time to prepare and gather everyone...Then today just realised Su Yin' mother what own some chain of dono what you call that la...cafe? Sg and My both have, quite qiang ah...next time got chance maybe try to support a bit heh...but this kindda stuff pretty ex one la so...see first heh...
The show was not bad la, typical, got some really funny and amusing scenes lor...very witty also. Ya and Zaidi and co. were relying on the subtitles...then they also laugh like mad...quite funny but not the best out there la...I prefered taxi...that one really comical and stuff...
Anyway, after that half of the people went off liao...so sad...then we go YMCA Mcdonald's to sit and chat...there very wulu one, nobody go one lor...dinner tinme also very few people go. Anywayz, we stayed there talk cock a while then started this fortune telling card game ya...quite lame la, everything what obstacle between you and your crush or something then what good friends and lovers thingy...for fun only la...but not bad also heh...Then started playing bridge,m I was sitting aside watching ya...quite nice la...then Yee Long and Yong Hock began drawing...
After that we began talking for damn long...talked a lot, Red Cross stuff and school stuff mainly la. Then get to know situation in other schools as well...realised each school has its own problems...ya quite sad, like no one with no problems around haha...We from like 5 plus sit there until 10 plus...quite long, eat and everything la. Then we were the last ones to leave...after we leave they immediately put up the "We're Closed" sign...damn funny lo.
Went Raffles City there to sit down and chat even more. Poh Boon sir was the only senior who came with us...He very sporting and sociable with us one la, then share a lot of his views and stories with us then yeah, really fun. We also share our own stories around...felt that this whole day I spent was quite fulfilling ya. Fun la, later then we just went home after that, almost 12 midnight liao. Time flies but it was really enjoyable...
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Yesterday...went to play soccer with the 4J peepz yeah...very fun. First time in this holidays I played without injuries and without suffering any haha. Well...last time was 3 weeks ago ya. Of course it was very fun la...don't know why I so energetic keep playing also not tired one ya...couldn't feel the fatigue...
Played from 10 plus to about 1 plus...Same old Bedok street soccer court ya. Halfway got two unknown people come in play with us...Later got this small kid come ya...called David heh...then he was looking into the court from outside ma, Joshua almost rammed his head off. Missed by a bit nia...close shave...that kid was lucky...hm...realised got quite a number from my school going to MJ ah...
After that went Mcdonald's to eat...Ate the what chicken foldover ya. Pure rip off. $7 liddat lea...wth. Buy a normal meal also cheaper lo. And also not say damn nice. Then after eating we sit there talk cock like mad...until 4 plus. Sit down there quite long ah. But not bad la, a lot of stuff to talk about. I feeling quite sore now about missing the class chalet. So much fun lor...and a rare class gathering. Don't know whether next time will have not...Next time we meeting probably during Feb or March when getting o's results. Hope everyone will be smiling when we get our results =)
As for today...morning go out and meet Edwin at 11 at Orchard ya...I was early, he was late, so in the end I waited quite long but then lucky I went popular browse through all the stuff there. In the end bought a comic and gift haha...quite budget but not much of a choice, running a tight budget yep. Then go where ah...forgot liao...but bought quite a lot of stuff la, cut down on my needless description heh...in the end bought gifts for 5 people...think got $50 plus to $60 plus...sad to say, the gifts for some people really budget...but not bad, saw some stuff I wanna buy liao. Gonna go next week to buy my stuff liao haha...today for others next week for myself hahz...Hanz was wearing his Man Utd jersey yeah...the Champions League version. It's nicer than the Premier League one la...his was Ronaldo ya...I'm gonna get a Liverpool one man.
Then came home and started preparing for my bro 21st birthday. Got quite a lot of stuff to do la. Bring stuff here and there to the clubhouse then also don't know what la. The guests also come late, some really damn late. The stupid caterer la...come so early, then after lay out the food I realised no tongs and ladles...those bunch of idiots...everyone cursing them sia, lucky took some from my house or else use hand eat liao.
The food was pretty tasty I'd say but the price was horrible...ya...my bro damn lucky every year birthday got so much gifts ya heh...cos on Chirstmas Eve ma...well...got quite a lot this year la. My present one of the most budget one...sad to say...couldn't think of much to buy and also not much cash in hand. Anyway he gave me a belt for Christmas ya...I needed one though, quite a nice one too ya...anyway...some of my relatives stayed till one plus heh...a little late la but really fun with all the stuff happening and not to mention the cake that smashed onto my bro's face haha.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Yesterday went Talentime training la...saw my cadets and stuff...don't give too many comments la cos I said too much already. Anyway...things are...some things not meant to be said yep. Then after that very funny...Reyneth went to find food for his class bbq ma...they got about 20 people ba...satay only order about 50, very joker sia...Then the chicken wing budget was what $14?? Or maybe slightly more...each person one piece ah...haha...but well...don't know who make the list one then also found some better substitutes la. Drinks also one bottle nia...like enuff ya...Anyway think they'll change the stuff la, too little for some...
Today go out eat again...with the VIP trainees yepz...don't know why got so much activities lea...they just keep coming until some people ya cannot go out...also quite what...it's fun la but a little too much stuff ya. Anyway tomorrow and day after tomorrow I not going ya...cos quite busy with other stuff haha...Tomorrow soccer with 4J peepz yay...for so long lea...soccer at last...Feel so bad lor, everytime they ask me go I have to tell them I cannot make it...Ya...quite neglect my buddies from VS ya vey sorry...Anyway Friday I shopping for the Christmas gifts and presents la...of course must buy my own stuff heh but confirm totally broke after that, sure one...my bro 21st birthday...I totally no idea what to buy lea...and I'm buying on the day of his birthday >_<...I must get something good and special lor, definitely must.
K la...today go and eat again ya...Meet at 11.30am...rare that I come so early...got people late by 1/2 hour ya...but nvm lor...go eat nasi lemak and drink some pineapple drink...quite nice, and not too ex either. Then walk around, go popular buy comics...arcade...quite some stuff then eat dinner. Curry rice and Hum jin bang...what else...fu zhou fishball, instructors also came for dinner yep...not bad la, after that go Singapore River then go Suntec there...saw Darren ya...quite surprising heh.
Feeling very confused and stuff haha...also don't know what to do la...going quite cranky and nutty liao, really. Got this mixed feeling thingy...very funny ya...hm...must be straight cos I am haha...really mad liao. Crazy also. Heh...Hanz good luck for tomorrow ya...important heh...nvm I'll tell you personally tomorrow also haha...
倔强
当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己不行 如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅
最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方
我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强
(就这一次 让我大声唱啦啦啦...)
对 爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良
我的手越肮髒 眼神越是发光
你 不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀
你说过被火烧过才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Hm...supposed to have basketball tomorrow ya...actually today ok...but promised Mark they all I going for their talentime training liao so ya...go lo, long time never see them yepz...a little missing them haha...
Don't know why all the trainees like to organise so much stuff. Past week practically not at home everyday lea. This week also...it's quite fun la but the schedule quite packed I have to say...
Today went roller blading. n00b here...saw quite a few VS peepz sia...Mark and Deon, they go book bbq pit. Pit 17, one of the worst ones. Then saw Kennick and Joshua they cycling as well. Say what wanna cycle to city...i was er...-_-"...
Ok la...learnt quite a bit within two hours la. Next time must master it...must comfort myself first heh...
Hm...must go out more with VS friends la...these few days always out with VIP peepz. Not say no good la but different feeling lol...haha.
Then what ah...went grandmother's house for some dono what you know...go there eat then slack all the way ya...typical of me...I was lazy to go down to play basketball even haha.
Then was like they started plaing ps...I played very little cos no kick la...really. They quite lousy haha. And got one controller cannot make it one. Anyway I realised some of my cousins 'everything also must win' type. Don't know why so liddat also. I told them to relax and chill, enjoy the game. But I was like that also la, when I was small that time heh...
Personally I feel one must lead a carefree and happy life la. Take things easy...ya really. No point putting so much pressure and stress on yourself, learn to relax more. But not to the extent of the slack attitude which I have haha...well...less worries, more happiness ya. ;)
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
Today wake up a bit late la, then reach hq a bit late haha...as in our meeting earlier to practise evac and stuff la. Reach there then see them outside hq there practising fireman's lift...that one quite difficult ah...hard to carry and stuff la. Then we see all the instructors coming towards us we faster run to hq heh...then practice a lot ya...morning was bronze, quite alright...silver in afternoon la...radio comm I quite screw up ya...then also like some manual methods not very steady.
In the end Cedric and me passed la but I think for me is a bit tyco one yepz...cos they say got tweak the silver marks to pass us heh...so yeah quite lucky to pass actually. But seriously of course quite happy about it la...but really got a lot of things overlooked in my cadet days ya. Those like what dragging must have one leg forward, a bit blur ah...maybe cos I heck care last time ba...anyway good thing have familiarisation before starting the accred la...or else really die...
Initially when I joined VIP I only wanted to be deployed back to VS and help the school and unit yep. Cos the bond there is strong then got passion for the school. But after joining VIP, feel the kind of bond in VS...somewhat la, our batch close together and stuff la...not to that extent la...similar though. Victorian Spirit is just special. Something that cannot be explained. This one is more of a friendship rather than affinity or passion and love for the school. But it's nice la, to have fun with your friends and stuff you know...pretty good I'd say.
Then the VTC bbq I quite late sia...7 plus then we ended, but not bad la, only that the VI pledge very long. go there start cooking quite a bit liao, then I just kop food only haha...my style. Go there eat moderately la ya...then sometimes take one whole bundle of food to share with my friends ma, people stare at me like free hahaz...quite paiseh la but that's me heh...went off a bit early la, then the bunch of us decided to be nice and cleared up more than half of the mess ya...leave the rest to those who staying hahz...but talk a lot of crap la...think I better stay more quiet hehz...walk all the way to VTC to wash hands and use toilet lol, funny sia, but talk so much also very good ya.
Oh yeah...today 9am ah...miss again cos got evac accred la but next time got more soccer must call me k, I sure go if I free la...ya...about 2 weeks liao...sad sia.
How Are You
How Are You 今天的你 想念着每天的你
你和我是否需要一点温习
多希望腻在一起 不管今天星期几 想念你慢慢变成我的呼吸
翻开我们爱情簿子里的第一天 握手打个招呼形成当天的画面
记不记得我们当时完全羞涩的脸
才刚分开就猜测 你在想什么 要什么
第二天 你准备好了没 要不要我打电话给谁(谁)
口中唱着无所谓 但真的希望你陪
Go Ahead 出来吧 Make It A Good Uhh Uhhh Day
Day3 唱歌 下棋 随便你 喝咖啡帮你多加点糖
想睡一觉 就帮你找张床 开玩笑 别介意 我想你一定懂我的心
穿上我的nike Khaki 不是臭屁 Gotta Make You My Baby
第一次的机会要追求完美 你一定也会跟着我说 Ya Ya
昨天没三振出局 今天就想要延续
没你在有些落寞 真的有些话想跟你说说说 Uhh
到底要不要我再做 要不要我再说 要不要你真的来了解我
一起生活 一起发火 不能自我 不要我行我素嫌我啰唆
第五天口角 真的没必要
Cuz Baby 我会安抚心中所有的需要
喝着一点cristal I Make You Go Wow
但今晚绝对不会犯规 Foul Foul Foul
六天五夜的旅途 焦点不模糊
现在心中想的都是几个你 又有几个我
七天我们看到永远 Yo Girl You'd Better Listen This
现代浪漫电影不太多 生活里寻找感动
故事里 只要你和我 反复的不停播送
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Friday, December 17, 2004
Hm...nothing much to say today la, just relate a little about what happened ya. Morning at about 11 i think...Shaun just called me. Suddenly just ask me what jc i posted to sia. He so enthu, wake up early to check his yepz...I was like quite sui bian about mine haha. Well...he told me he posted to SA...then I was like not bad ma...but he same point as me then he couldn't get into AJ, I a bit stunned ya.
So just went out of bed lo, wash up, eat and then check...a bit surprised that I didn't go check immediately. Well...got into AJ...quite alright for me la. First choice was TJ though but come to think of it, AJ may be better for me la lol...my bro was from there too...
Whole day slack a lot sia...evac touch a bit only...don't even know if got theory paper hehz...anyway stretcher drill I a bit cannot make it lol...others should be alright.
Anyway...also nothing to say la, some people got what they wanted some didn't. I didn't bother to go round asking until they asked me...most common question of the day was "Which JC?", hahz...
Ok la, it's fine with me though, me being posted to AJ. Doubt I'll change it if my o's can make it there unless maybe VJ lor, but a bit difficult ya? Just see how things go. Realise a lot of people worry this, worry that and stuff. Should be more carefree, think too much also no use...just let nature take its course and worry less, especially when it is beyond your reach and you can do absolutely nothing about it. 船到桥头自然直。
止战之殇
光 轻如纸张 光 散落地方 光 在掌声渐息中它慌忙
她在传唱 不堪的伤 脚本在台上 演出最后一场
而全村的人们在座位上 静静的看 时间如何遗弃这剧场
战火弄脏 她的泪光 谁在风中 吵着吃糖
这故事一开始的镜镜头灰尘就已经遮蔽了阳光
ㄣㄧㄤ丶恐惧刻在孩子们脸上
麦田已倒向战车经过的方向 蒲公英的形状
在飘散 它绝望 的飞翔 她只唱 只想 这首 止战之殇
恶夜燃烛光 天破息战乱 殇歌传千里 家乡平饥荒
天真在这条路上 跌跌撞撞 她被芒草割伤
孩子们眼中的希望 是什么形状
是否醒来有面包当早餐 再喝碗热汤
农夫被烧毁土地跟村庄 终于拿起枪
她却慢慢习惯放弃了抵抗
孩子们眼中的希望 是什么形状
是否院子有秋千可以荡 口袋里有糖
刺刀的光被仇恨所擦亮 在远方野蛮
而她却微笑着不知道慌张
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Today went HQ to arrange the letters and stuff...omg...wasted a lot of time there lea...a lot...do until blur sia...no comments, not much at least la...the letters for the volunteers to update particulars.
We were wondering whether the letters will reach them adn whether they bother to read even. We do until so xin ku sia...then the work pile like never ending one...
I was quite noisy in there cos gotta keep myself awake or else can sleep doing the folding and packing of the letters...
Morning go there hor, the letters not printed finish...then slack for some time ya. After that start the production line for a while and very soon go for lunch hahz...the lunch quite long ah, ate KFC, not full one...accumulate until dinner time sia. Later did the packing for 3 - 4 hours straight and I filled myself with the cheezels ya...Do like mad, until very tired heh...
Eileen bought gifts for all the campfire comm members...I got some frog ah...then they say I look like frog...what kaeropi(??)...also dono how to spell...how can that be!?!? Chee Keong sir say my eyes big quite scary...no meaning sia...
Cedric got some monkey...Fiona also got a small monkey then Sharlyn got a piglet thingy...Thanks for the gift...next time return you one k...
Wah...tired...yesterday finished downloading my Gundam Seed Destiny, then today begin to watch, about 5 episodes only. Downloaded until episode 9...slowly watch la. Then also begin to download Gundam Seed...that one killer, 10.07gb...omg that one hor, wait until next year also maybe haven't finish lor lol...slowly la...
My camp report done liao...but seriously quite sucky...Don't know what feedback can be given lo, cos activities generally run by trainees ma...then instructors also less action from them...really quite difficult to come up with constructive feedback ya...
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Woh-oh!!! Yesterday afternoon went out with quite a large group of VIP peepz...go to eat actually. Khoo Yu brought all of us to Maxwell there, quite nice la the food, but as he said, the companionship of our friends was even better yepz. Quite fun, really. Go around talk A LOT OF crap. Really a lot, especially the big bunch of TKGS ones...wah...non stop sia, but it's good that we're having fun.
Before eating went around shopping la, considered shopping I guess. Bought a lot of cds cos very cheap and well, my cd stocks haven't been replenished for a long time heh.
What did we eat...hm...chicken rice, it was very good. The hum chin bang(how to spell ah...!?) was very cheap, 7 for $1. Then got what ah...some wu xiang ya...but the kallang that side one much nicer duhz...peanut soup and curry rice closed...was looking forward to it actually but nvm anyway ya.
After that go dessert, the one recommended was closed yep and well, went for another one. Was not bad la...I took honeydew sago. The sea coconut and fruit cocktail was good as well. After that took a long walk to Singapore River...along the way they were VERY slow...very very slow...Khoo Yu and me in front waiting very long ya heh...then walk to Singapore River lor...they singing songs along the way and stuff. Got a few people along the way muttered 'siao' under their breaths...lol...
Reach there liao...make a lot of noise then they stand in front of a couple that was sitting down, I had to shoo them aside cos they make so much noise and stuff ya...
Took quite a few pictures along the way la, not bad eh...then in the end went to Fullerton there ya...then went home hahz...not a bad day at all.
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Monday, December 13, 2004
VIP...past 5 days spent all on campsite, had both happy and sad times. It was a great experience. Just like ULC...
Plan to keep this short and cut down on most activities la. Tired lo, 5 days 4 nights if plus pre camp prep ya...however fatigue was hardly an issue in the camp. Day 1 was totally horrendous k, totally. Everything was screwed and Rachel, the trainee DI got lotsa scoldings...yeah...i was picked for the 2nd half of the day and sorta screwed it even more. Actually not that bad la, but really must thank Royce(izzat how you spell it...!?) sir cos he didn't scold me at all, only for dinner la cos the food totally too much for everyone then stuff ourselves like mad.
Day 2 was slightly betta but everything got screwed as usual. Lack of everything, teamwork, sense of urgency, discipline...etc. But the Exercise Humanity was pretty well done I have to say.
Day 3 was much better. Everything was really going a little more smoothly and the trainee DI I think had an easier time? I'm not too sure though. Improvement could be seen though. Exercise Universality was for our campfire comm but it was akright ba I think.
Day 4, the course came together as one and helped each other out in Exercise Neutrality. Not bad although original objectives not really met. The area cleaning IMHO was really very good. Everyone really helped each other out and cleaned the campsite real fast, same for the campfire left behind. Real quick man...that's how the course should function
Debrief a lot of people kena sabo but I shall not state in here la lol. Best sia...they sabo people for damn long k, nothing to say really, the instructors very nosey and interested in scandals ah...
Friends you make me happy
Bring sunshine to my life
A light of hope you always are
Standing by me near and far
Lending me your shoulders
When I need to cry
You're a part of my life friend
Forever in my heart
You're a part of my life friend
Forever in my heart
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Wah...past two days AOP all the way, managed to finish 2 la day 1 quite lousy la but campfire one not bad heh...I put in a lot into campfire, day 1 I very heck care one...but now must do liao. Mwahaha...very xinku but very fun, especially this morning when the campfire comm came my house plan, very fun sia...but that morning deprived of sleep, 3 hours max for the campfire comm, whole night and morning slogging...then in the end all dying liao haha...but really fun la. Make fun of Eileen's height lol, i think shortest in campfire comm haha...anyway kena suan like mad k...Cedric also hahz...our comm still got Fiona, Angie and Sharlyn...anyway super tired ya...before AOP already sian sian liao. But don't like new system k, split group and comm then very ma fan, have to tackle 3 groups of people at once.
The stupid day 1 AOP about 3 hours...they very particular about F&B lea...waste time. Then after that campfire one more hour, reach home also almost 12 liao...
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
Omg, got a whole lot of bullshit to finish by Tuesday...2 AOPs...omg...I one of the lucky ones with two on Tuesday, Sharlyn also...don't know about the rest la anyway can die. Last time ULC much more organised and got one week for a proposal...now really goner sia...so much to do, Exercise Universality comm member and Day 1 comm member...die liaoz...seriously they spilt into groups like no meaning cos we doing most of planning with the respective comm members then the group a bit redundant cos do group flag and more minor stuff nia...I know the comm members but not my group members...liddat best liao...group flag design I also give idea only never do much...spend a lot of time on campfire proposal...siao liao, definitely next two days no blog from me, after that maybe have but guess not either cos gotta touch up the AOP ya...damn fierce, must stay calm and be resourceful, lax and chill heh...but now must chiongzzz...To lead with pride, HOO-HAH...lol...
不想睡
宇宙中 默默自转的星球 冥冥之中你要现在遇见我
我看过 瞬间燃烧的花火 昙花一现之后悄悄的坠落
我醉过 真夏冰酿的美酒 醒来以后还有你在陪着我
那种微酸的滋味 有点微醺的感觉 梦做一半比较美
爱我的人还没睡
不想睡 我要陪你一整夜 我要幸福的催眠
天旋地转的晕眩
不想睡 我要陪你一整夜
我要今天的完美 不要明天的幻觉
雪花盛开在风中 是你紧紧抱着我 泪光在闪动
一闪 一道彩虹
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
Seriously speaking, some of the VIs are getting on my nerves...they just go round harping about joining hq and all those bullshit to those who have made up their minds on what to do...total bullshit. I'm damn pissed k.
I definitely appreciate those instructors whom I've approached and gave me some objective advice and stuff. But got those who bug and say all these shit ya know. What you'll regret not joining and stuff. To hell with them. We're the ones who deciding to join not them. Giving some suggestions and forcing us to join are two different things alright. It doesn't benefit anyone, it'll just make us hate hq more and make us less likely to join. I find it really damn dumb...who wouldn't feel irritated and annoyed by those people who continuously bug you?? We took a lot of time and effort just to think over the decision of joining as VI...no one should really try to persuade us to join or not. Maybe a few words of advice would be good but from what I see, VIs who do that are few and far between...really. They just go on ask why dowan join, then blah blah blah give a whole crappy story about some stuff and etc etc etc...
If they don't feel tired of it, I sure those listening are sick of it. Spare a thought for others. Whatever...those who have already decided have decided. They'll probably not change their minds, and I'm sure they have tried to see whether they are suitable for the job or not, regardless of their reasons. If they're totally not interested and stuff, they should not be forced to. And if they wanna join at a later date or something let them be, it's their choice isn't it?
I'm not trying to flame everyone out there. There're definitely those that are different but I think got very little only k. Quite tired of this kindda stuff already and I'm sure I'll not wanna become like that in the future...
听不到
夜黑夜寂寞的夜里 气生气对自己生气
软弱的电话 又打给你 想听你 那边的空气
有什么精采的话题 你还是温柔 给我婉转的距离
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙 电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到
会很会伪装我自己 你不该背我的秘密
沉重都给我微笑给你 奔狂奔空旷的感情
走暴走暴走的伤心 透明的叹息 最后
还是 我的秘密
听不到听不到我的执着
扑通扑通一直在跳 直到你有一天能够明了
我做得到 我做得到
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Friday, December 03, 2004
...start a little from two days ago ba. Played badminton with Joshua, Kennick and Alex...Yeah Alex was late for 1h 15min when we booked the court for 2 hours only...quite pro ah that guy. Not bad la, but I now damn rusty liao, and not so good heh. After that Alex suggested pool, then I was like...anyway after that I agreed but Joshua wanted to rush home to see the Singapore Idol...so in the end left three of us ya.
Played pool before eating heh...alright la, I rarely play pool. But really quite fun ya...Alex is pretty good at it though. After that went to eat the char kway teow ya haha...that one nice I bought big plate one but super oily but still managed to gulp down everything haha. I forgot to go to the Adidas shop at parkway, really sorry ya...
Yesterday...EDC campfire...seriously I thought it was lousy in the beginning, really...waited very long in the dono what room la, izzit South? Then give biscuits lol...reminds me of the school camps, got biscuit give us eat haha.
Then, the campfire really starting very lifeless ya, just like me...haha...true true. Later on was rather alright la, at least can see some enthusiasm in them, not bad. Then quite quick also...yeah. But got half the camp songs never heard before heh...really, well I only remember those in VS one la...
Another problem was the campfire...no firewood one haha...or rather not enough, then by the end of the campfire no more fire liao...and very small, use kerosene also increase the fire for a short span only, not enough at all...
After that went eat ya...light bulb...haha...well I shall say no more =X
They said VI programme on Sunday...sianz...got aop...wah lau aye, I organise the class chalet no needa go, sure must do aop sia. Less than one week to do for the camp lea...mad, always liddat one, damn sian lo. Really don't think I can go for the chalet lor...wah kao...a rare class gathering. Then still must buy food and stuff to prepare for the bbq and a lot of other things...kao...got time meh, starting to feel a bit stress liao...no life liao...die
Feel so sick ya...so lousy yep...hahz...
轨迹
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去妳的地方
妳的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 妳离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对妳说的 不敢说的爱
会不会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记妳 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念妳
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 妳温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 妳已快看不见
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