Two words. Utterly ignored. I'm honestly a little unsure but I guess I can only say I brought this upon myself =/ as I said, what a lousy guy am I. Nothin much I can do already ba...hai~~realised things too little too late. I can only hope all's not lost but...I don't really know what to do anymore. Well the results came out today. Did worse than the first sem but I'm kinda numb to this kinda feeling alr. And it doesn't really matter much to me no? Yea it doesn't really. What a double whammy today, not tt I didn't see some of it coming my way at least. Too bad for me, just too bad. Why do I always carry this feeling of regret wherever I go? It's difficult but I just gotta deal with it. I wish I cld see the light at the end of the tunnel but no. I'm sorry...
Swimming was just fine. Went to Hanz place for a bit, listened to him and also to his myriad of english songs. Picked one out of the whole lot. Too bad I din bring any thumbdrive or external hdd to kope his songs. From John Mayer. Perfectly lonely indeed.
Had a little love, but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game around town
Tore up my heart, and shut it down
Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one but me
And that's all I need
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me
I see friends around from time to time
When their ladies let them slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say
And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong
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