Eh...body really cui alr sia...play one game so much injuries le zzz but I gotta say it was a good game. Same team as the previous team we played but this time they were the ones chasing the game heh, had a stronger lineup for certain but it's due to the uber muddy pitch as well. Well I played pretty well running at the full backs but I know well wad I'm lacking man, gotta improve if not really jia lat lahz.
Right knee and quad plus left hip there all took blows, yeah damn sore now sia...hopefully faster recover ba...really needa beef up my fitness alr. Damn cui alr ahhhhh. Not disciplined enough to do the normal exercises to keep myself fit to a bare minimum at home. But when stay in camp I tend to be more hardworking for some reason hahz. Oh wellz...v tired sia...hope Chelski cui today also mwahaha.
Today really the end of my 2 week hols. Feel all civilain-like alr haha but still got some way before ord-ing man. Gotta keep working hoho. And still got nz too hm...only thing I can say is the pre-prep is like shit, says a lot when I know it's gonna be hell at the airport for certain even tho I'm not involved in any planning and what not, esp when I'm at home too haha. Too bad man really, sometimes I get kinda pissed off with the stupid things tt happen too. Yeah I'm really pissed with one idiot for quite some time alr.
人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
（然后才后悔着）
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
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