Hm...block leave ending soon le...damn sian sia lol...back to army life zzz. Hopefully all will be well for the coming training times haha.
Just feel tt my life is sorta twisted in a way tt...generally it's pretty good but it's pathetic in a way too. Guess it's supposed to balance out but it doesn't always work tt way eh? Feeling a sense of uselesness shrouding me heh...well it's normal. Yeah for not being able to fulfill my own vow. Well...wad wasn't done was indeed laughable, me of course haha guess I'd prefer to live in the past...
Sometimes I feel even a miracle wldn't be enuff to save me.
并不是真的路过而已
也不是真的不会想你
全都不是真的是骗自己
其实还爱你爱着你
我以为我早想清楚不由自主恍恍惚惚
又走回头路再看一眼有过的幸福
爱情好像流沙我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好像流沙心里的牵挂
不愿放下 on baby 让我这样吧
爱情好像流沙我不说话
等待黑暗让泪能流下
爱情好像流沙明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻
是一再的做一再的错不由我
我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙
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