Hm...slept at 6, woke up at 2. Was slacking like free then went on to finish up my geog work. Feel so tired of doing everything. Don't really feel like doing anything, just wanna lie down and keep my mind blank and free of anything.
Don't know what to say, nothing much to say. Just that I still have some work undone. Especially my Bio practical, don't even know how to draw the don't know what plant lah, and I think must hand in tomorrow, so many stuff to hand in on Thursday also. Don't wanna think of it lah. Don't wanna think of anything. Really tired of things. Can things get better? I know it's up to myself to make things better, if nothing is done by me, nothing will be changed. Things are so topsy turvy now...I seem to be crapping again. But doesn't really matter to me lah. Feeling so empty, it's so meaningless.
这次写的大致上与上次的有同样的感觉和内容。没办法，没有别的点子。
有时，我还真羡慕漫画与电视剧中的主角。那种爱情情节虽把主角弄得十分可怜似的，但他们确还有机会见到自己心仪的对象。哪像我这白痴，什么都做不到，连自己像喜欢的人也无法为她做什么。我还真没用呀。我感觉得到自己的无能，自己的无助。感觉上她为了某件事而开始沮丧。那是什么，我倒是毫无头绪。只想让她过得愉快，并没有别的愿望，就这么简单。真希望自己能够为她负担她的心酸与痛苦，同时与她分享自己的欢乐。在我心目中，她永远是最棒，最美丽的公主。我知道我并没有资格当她的王子。我只能奢望自己能够待在她身旁，当个永远守护着她的天使。
请妳相信我
一定是我从妳心里 拿走了什么
不然怎么妳的双眼 忽然很沉默
有人说 永远太苦了 谁说不是呢
爱情哪 太惊心动魄 我才把妳手紧握
时空换了 光阴飞走 世界都变了
请妳相信我 爱妳是真的
风起云涌 潮来潮落 人海中的我
只要世界还有妳 回忆不会贫穷 请妳相信我
我不停问下一分钟 能给妳什么
那时让妳哭过的话 是我在胡说
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