Well...I just moved into hall and it's okay I guess. Did rag dance, and some usual stuff for ogl and all ya. Just felt extremely emotional today. Especially when I had lunch at the deck. Everywhere I look in school, especially in hall and arts I see my really sweet memories, which made it hurt very much. Very, very much. Sometimes I find myself asking what happened from the best days in my life where everything was sweet and rosy to now, where I'm left with just a bunch of unanswered questions running through my mind. I usually just ponder over some of the things bugging me but today was unusual.
I'm normally okay with how things are going for me now. I don't know what came over me actually. Today was just exceptionally emotional and as I was listening to this song, tears just welled up my in eyes. Haven't listened properly to it for a long, long time. And for a moment, I really felt that I would be better off dead than living without an important part of my life. But there's nothing left for me to wait already...
I never really understood the essence of this song when Jay first sang it. I understand it fully now, although it isn't really a good thing. Hope he sings it during the concert later for this really rings in my heart now.
翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手
当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走
是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我
__________________________________________________________________
