I'm really tired. Drained physically and somewhat mentally. Don't really know how to phrase my thoughts already. Just back from a 2 day trip to Malaysia and went straight to Xing Cai's birthday party for which I was late for cake cutting thanks to Nasrul's poor instructions haha. Damn. Then chiong-ed back and now I'm contemplating if I should drive down to Hanz place for the world cup final. Would have more atmosphere and stuff but I'm really tired, although feeling slightly better now.
Really, really tired now. A little down. Maybe. I don't really know. I guess it just isn't time yet eh. How I wished I could read minds. Well all I wanted to do was just to talk a little in the capacity of a friend :) just a little but I somehow feel really helpless. I guess I can't really rush things. I've never been in control of the pace from the beginning anyways. Seems like it's one step forward and two steps back for me =/ well I've already made a promise to myself though and I don't intend to break it.
不要害怕
不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕
不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦
(我答应自己不要放弃
我答应自己不要忘记)
午夜的两点半
我走不进梦乡
时间在逃亡
悲伤还在原地方
我将一床被单
绞成混乱一片
爱已经灭亡
然而思念更坚强
闭上眼想一遍
你转身的模样
每一个角度
都好像一种飞翔
我因为看着你
回忆你而悲伤
是你在心里不断的想
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