Honestly, I'm vexed to the max =( I really really want to know what's happening to you. I wish i could help in any way I can. But it's good that I got a message through this time though.
Whatever is the outcome, I'll accept it as long as you're happy. But I treasure honesty just as much as you do. I really wish you all the best alright =) but please, I do wish to have a chat with you if you ever see this. For now, let's just let things be. It's gonna take me time to get out of this misery but I wouldn't mind my misery if you attain your own happiness.
I know I cannot be selfish. In fact there isn't any leeway for me to be in any case. It hurts, it's painful because of certain words said to me just before we parted our ways and it seems as though those very words never seemed to exist at all. I'll really appreciate it a lot if we could talk things out after things have settled down for you. Yep, jia you okay =) Give you all my luck.
True love does not die as time goes by.
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh but often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Oh until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words
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