Sigh, looking back and reflecting, i don't really know wad to say abt myself anymore. Have I been foisting my emotions and thoughts about too much? I guess so. My ranting was pretty much uncalled for either...Terribly terrible, myself that is.
I'm tired...and just as clueless as I was before. And there's science camp coming up soon. I'm sure I'll enjoy it but I'd very much prefer if I had the chance to handle my own pressing issue first =/ and yea the pay from the camp so long ago doesn't matter to me anymore...
I guess I have to let things settle down before I'll be able to look past the curtain of silence.
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