Having had some revelations in recent weeks, I have a single resolution for myself. It's gonna be really tough but I've gotta stick to it. Honestly, I'd have hoped it wasn't needed but it is and so be it.
Saw something on fb just now. Just a small line, something minor, something I had already knew but still it hurts. I mean I cld well do the same but it's entirely meaningless to me. Nothing tt I wanted to be, nothing tt I wanted to see but really...I have absolutely no idea where I stand now. Not at all. I really want to know. Do I even mean anything now? I wonder...
There's really so much I want to do and so much tt I want to find out but no, I can't...I've gotta stick to my resolution and wait...tt's all I can do now. It's really a test of my patience, something tt I never really had, which I acquired just recently. Sometimes, I wonder if patience is enough right now. I wonder, yet again. As usual, some things are clear as day to me.
And ya tmr the team's not playing but Alex kinda wanna get all of us to play after a really long time. I'll probably go la. Supposed to be a joyous occasion right? I guess haha. If only.
Yet another oldie but this one I've really got nothing to say about it. It's just beautiful :) and it's everything I feel now. It's not changing anytime soon and it feels like it's never gonna be.
When winter comes in summer
When theres no more forever
Yeah, that's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll stop loving you
I'm sure you've heard these words before
And I know it's hard for you to trust them once more
You're afraid it all might end
And a broken heart is scared of breaking again
But you've gotta believe me
I'll never leave you
You'll never cry long as I am there
And I will always be there
You will never be without love
When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
Oh you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll stop loving you
As long as sunlight lights the sky
Light of love will be found in these eyes of mine (these eyes of mine)
And I will shine that light for you
You're the only one, I'll ever give this heart to
What I'm trying to say is, nothing will change this (ahh..)
There'll be no time you won't find me there (find me there)
Cause I will always be there
You will always have all my love
And when this world doesn't turn anymore
When the stars all decide to stop shining
Til then I'm gonna to be by your side
Gonna be loving you forever
Every day of my life
Well you know then baby
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll stop babe
I'll stop babe
Loving you
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