Exactly two months ago, I marked the beginning of the day with a heart warming mini birthday celebration right in Marina Square GV. Fast forward to 2 months down the road, I ended the day somewhat teary in the exact same location.
So much had happened between these 2 months. Mostly good, but it takes just one thing bad to bring me back down to Earth. But still, I'm really thankful for whatever I got these past 2 months and yea nothing much I cld really ask for. However, I know I'll really miss some stuff.
I knew I was really emotional at the start of the day, especially at sentosa. I don't rmb ever choking and tearing in a conversation with another person ever since I was a kid. On hindsight, I was glad that I felt emotional because it meant that I never took the relationship lightly and that I cherished every single day that we had together. It certainly is a v difficult time for me, but many thanks to "mum" for listening to me and also xavier and qi xiang, my bros from hall. yep to quote the great qi xiang, "除了等待还是等待。" That is so true, won't quote what xavier said cos it's kinda embarrassing haha. And wait I shall. The evian mineral water I purchased before heading to sentosa wld be a reminder for me.
Although I know that I'm already very blessed but I will never be entirely happy. Yes, love isn't all of your life but it's already an integral part of it. Pardon me but whenever I'll enjoy myself, part of this will most certainly linger at the back of my mind. But I'm fine really, please do not worry :) I know you would. But it's not something I'd ever wanna lose again. Sorry but I just do not want to be untruthful about things.
Time does not heal all wounds, it just helps us deal better with it. It hurts but I will be able to deal better with it and I am already dealing with it in a more matured manner. Moreover, this is for the good of the both of us. And as I always like to say, it's not over yet. I'll be fine, really ^v^ thank you, dear.
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事
一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱
我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏
人怔怔看情感慨
不能给你未来
我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪留下来
伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你
最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不 想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台
有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌
写着等待
我把收音机打开听着别人的 失败
哽咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖
还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
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