On this day 2 years ago, I was kinda naive and young...dumb if I'd say it haha...taking things for granted and taking things a little lightly as well as thinking things in too much of a simplistic way. Two years down the road, I sometimes wonder how much have I changed and matured, either for good or for bad. Honestly 2 years is kind of a long time. Many things happened, trying times, tough times but there were great and happy moments too. Yeah it was mainly ns standing between now and then...I'm kinda fine with it tho.
I'm really unsure of how things are anymore. Yeah and I wonder how things are gonna advance in the future haha. The future is always full of uncertainty isn't it? Upon the closing stages of Liverpool vs Hull...yeah it was a draw and 2 bloody pts dropped but tt's another thing altogether ya zzz. It was an exhilarating game in the beginning, with 2 goals by Hull and then and 2 goals by Pool in quick succession. But as time wore on, as the seconds ticked by...I kinda felt a strangle on my neck ya...it seemed like Shikamaru's shadow strangling thingy, bit by bit it got tighter as the full time whistle drew nearer, no doubt we were attacking and all...maybe it was cos of the weight of expectations on the team but suddenly I wasn't enjoying the game anymore...and I somehow feel tt it kinda reflects my life in some way or another.
You know when one moment you're practically enjoying everything tt's going ard you and the next moment things just take a dip and the same things ard just look grey and dreary. Sometimes things just get tighter and you feel the hand grabbing your heart, making things a bit difficult for you. Be it expectations or anthing ba. I guess sometimes it's just the mood or "form" in your life for tt matter. Some days you probably just look into the mirror and your brain decides "ok I'm not gonna enjoy today no matter wadeva happens" or some sorta thing ya.
Not complaining abt the state of things right now. I'm definitely not entitled to complain for sure. Things are normal but sometimes normal is really a blessing no? Haha yeah really true however sometimes you nv get to realise it until abnormality begins to come your way.
Actually, I'm not so sure abt wad I'm saying or wad I'm gonna do with my life anymore...probably some of the stuff up there are just random ranting lol...but there's some kinda headway for sure but the uncertainty and the thot of being unsure if you're headed in the right direction is more often than not present ba...
你就是我的天使
保护着我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔
飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎麽样
只要有你就会是天堂
像孩子依赖着肩膀
像眼泪依赖着脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量
像诗人依赖着月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂
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