Wow what a long week for me man...Really tiring and draggy. Even at the end of Sunday I still feel quite nua. Honestly can't recall wadeva I did the whole week...except for Fri. All the crap rolled into one day. Seriously ah...damn bad. All the shit I never needed just piled up on Fri, making it such a bad week. Yes, was DOO tt day but lotsa things happened and ya dragged plans here and there. But I ain't complaining ya, in the end for most of the things tt happened, they were blessings in disguise heh. Was good tt I took all in before my course starts next week ya. But it was utterly draining, practically had no rest. And I'm now devoid of slp and rest man. Real shack.
Oh yea really cldn't go and send Desmond off. He gonna study in US lo. Fierce man. Knew him since sec school and I always believed tt he was academically "up there" heh. Although I felt he was always overshadowed by Santosh in red cross, his commitment after graduating from VS was still impressive. I, for one have lost my drive alr...my interest is still there to help but I can't really do too much alr. And I certainly have grown since my VS days :) tinking really changed a lot, for the better I guess haha.
Today...considered a good day? Bought new pair of boots, pretty cool, a little pricey but was worth it for the price for sure. Can't wait to use it heh but not getting much chance to play footie nowdays eh? Yea if Alex doesn't quite organise then quite screwed alr cos no other ppl to find to play football ya. Oh well hopefully the games will cont to sustain lo. Yea and finally brought myself to get new specs cos recently my eyes v dry and vision a bit blur partly due to the scratched specs I using now. Super scratched man. Using eyemo now...quite effective but not for v long also ya.
Phew tired...going to camp le and transitting to a new place tmr for my course alr. It's so soon...came a lot earlier than I expected and it seemed quite slow and far before tmr. The apprehension will always be there when I go to somewhere new. Wad will take place, wad will come along, can I handle wad's coming and everything else la but at the end of the day, I just hope I'll be able to say "I'm glad I came here" ^^
当你看着我
我没有开口 已被你猜透
还是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦 第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过 心不停地颤抖
哦 第一次我牵起你的双手
失去方向 不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起厮守 （对我）
哦 第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒 却冲昏了头
哦 第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道 天长地久
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼眸
第一次就决定 绝不会错
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