Ah...so damn tired...thx to some stupid scheduling of this range shoot...only giving us one sunday before flying off to thailand for battleking...along with some crap tt caused a possible sat nite book out to be pushed to today morn. Seriously ah...really like wad cai says lo...like dogs man.
Oh well...battleking...seems so distant in thailand. I wonder how it's gonna be like man. Honestly don't really know wad to expect also. Hope it's gonna be fun heh. But after battleking and the subsequent firestrike, it's gonna be back to safti v soon man. Certainly gonna be something to look fwd to but also a sian 3 weeks of joint term shd i pull thru everything. Yep...really vv happy for linus man...some SoM, really cool, BSO in 3SIR. Hope he's really having a good time there ya, and of course all my frens in ns, altho it's gonna be damn sian with no freedom and all...it's really a journey tt all guys shd and must go thru. Making new frens and buddies along the way really rox esp with the kinda shit we get ard, it certainly makes us closer man. But it's one thing tt I'll only wanna go thru once heh.
Hm...don't really know wad's going on in my life too. Sorta just going thru motion as it's been normally said. Listening to the emo nemo songs played in bunk sometimes stirs my thots too hm...whenever I'm busy or have something on hand, I just seem to do or follow thru depending on wadever it is. When I stop work and rest, inevitable thots just seem to drift into my mind ya...can't help but still tink back into the past on wad I nv did which I shd so have done...really. But sometimes I'm just unable to reflect on everything tt I shd either haha...pretty helpless in tt but can't be helped either eh =/ well just let things follow the flow lo...
船到桥头应该会自然直。应该吧。
素眉勾勒秋千话北风龙转丹
屏层鸟绘的牡丹一如你梳妆
黯然腾香透过窗心事我了然
宣纸上皱边直尺各一半
油色渲染侍女图因为被私藏
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散
去到我去不了的地方
天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
在平地书刻你房间上的飘影
就当我为遇见你伏笔
天正在等烟雨 而我在等你
月色被打捞起 掩盖了结局
如传世的青花瓷在独自美丽
你眼的笑意
色白花青的景已跃然于碗底
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在药效里一千年的秘密
急溪里犹如羞花沾落地
林外芭蕉 惹咒语 梦幻的铜绿
而我如我那江南小镇的等你
在泼墨山水画里
你从墨色深处被隐去
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