Whoa...it's been 3 weeks since my last post eh haha...as usual so much came and go. With milo and safari over, we've got our berets and we finally move on to our specialised phase where i'm in liaison haha...the most unexpected thing tt I chose on my own accord. It surprised me when I nv ever wanted it way back in Sierra wing but things change and my thots naturally changed when I began to get more accustomed to the life in AI. Yep and I did choose liaison and got wadever I wanted for certain reasons despite having my own reservations.
Hm...feeling quite emo nemo these past few days. Can't help it when my best fren is in such a mood...and also after a significant slow down of pace aft the exercises in which both led me to reflect on wad I have and have done yep...Wasn't exactly reflecting on wad I shd be and ya not necessarily pleasant. To add to that, today was sorta a walk down memory lane when the small grp of us yankee cadets coincidentally went to those places ya. Haha...guess it's just liddat isn't it? But I'm thankful fo having such a great buddy man, altho he's going to FA, I really appreciated him vv much in common phase, will miss him for sure. But I do have another one who's also on the red half of merseyside heh.
Speaking abt these I'm sure I'll miss syndicate up, for being the up-pest syndicate ard with a fine balance of character. Certainly one of the best ard heh.
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
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