Hm...block leave ending soon le...damn sian sia lol...back to army life zzz. Hopefully all will be well for the coming training times haha.
Just feel tt my life is sorta twisted in a way tt...generally it's pretty good but it's pathetic in a way too. Guess it's supposed to balance out but it doesn't always work tt way eh? Feeling a sense of uselesness shrouding me heh...well it's normal. Yeah for not being able to fulfill my own vow. Well...wad wasn't done was indeed laughable, me of course haha guess I'd prefer to live in the past...
Sometimes I feel even a miracle wldn't be enuff to save me.
并不是真的路过而已
也不是真的不会想你
全都不是真的是骗自己
其实还爱你爱着你
我以为我早想清楚不由自主恍恍惚惚
又走回头路再看一眼有过的幸福
爱情好像流沙我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好像流沙心里的牵挂
不愿放下 on baby 让我这样吧
爱情好像流沙我不说话
等待黑暗让泪能流下
爱情好像流沙明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻
是一再的做一再的错不由我
我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
Hm...the end of bmt life le...so much has happened thru out this time, whether it was concerning stuff in camp or out. I'd say it was terrible cos of some stuff but well there are always miracles in areas which...are not so...impt to me i guess. Well like ya footdrill com some train 1 day can win...absolutely tyco...got major screw up somemore sia. But oh well...life's nv fair, esp in things you always wanted.
Hur hur...currently on block leave sia but quite ok la...also not say enjoying myself a lot. Having some fun of course but i know deep down there's always something bothering me...oh well as usual, life goes on heh. Just trying to keep calm and relaxed will hopefully get myself a long way. But still hope there's something i can do ya...
懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
看那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
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