Haha...at last touching my rather dormant blog again ya hahz. Chinese New Year Eve went back to VS to see all my teachers and to catch up with friends heh. Saw all the teachers except for Mdm Kwok and Mrs Chin heh...probably will see them in about two weeks' time when get back o's results yepz. Cheered a lot in the canteen. It was really heartening to see my fellow classmates cheering as well. Used to be branded crazy for enjoying cheering and the Victorian Anthem. But it's good to see them enjoying it now as it is sorta "special" in a sense since we can't really do it frequently unlike our good old days back at VS.
Ya went to play soccer after that...fun yeah. At night went grandmother's house for reunion dinner, normal fare for almost all people. Played soccer again after that haha...quite tired liao when I played...then play bare feet somemore so feet a little pain at the end. Rare chance to play with my cousins especially the older ones. about 5 years older than me. Cos they normally don't play. Fun la, as always.
First day of new year was like quite sian at my paternal side cos nothing much to do then didn't play soccer cos didn't wanna spoil my shoe and I was wearing jeans ya...ma fan. No change of clothes somemore. At maternal side was better cos talked a lot with my cousin. Ya she super gossip, didn't realise until now ya...talked quite a lot la but all thanks to Prissy lol...
Today ah...not bad la cos at least got something to do. But the meals getting more and more pathetic hahaz. Cos dinner only got 1 dish of meat. The table got 8 people haha...then sorta stunned. The cabbage looked like it was in the fridge for a couple of days. Then a severe lack of drinks. This year especially heh. But never go maternal side ya...so a bit wasted. But alright la at least come home a little earlier to rest heh... ...
Received a not so pleasant email. Dono sent when la but a lot of criticism on my current batch of VIs, have to say some stuff is true, fair enough. But I feel got a lot of bullshit some of us don't receive at all. Ya, really screwed up sometimes I'd have to say. Really. Some info never reached me and I wonder why. It should be rethought on how info is disseminated. I'm seriously quite pissed with it even though I can't really be bothered with some of the stuff. Yeah most of the stuff in there I totally agree but I can only say some things can't really be helped. I have to say some of us really tried. We have our own commitments and priorities I'd have to say and reasons for some of our requests ya. I'm still quite cool about it ya but some things have to be made clear though.
No matter what happens,most important is to stay positive and be happy. That's what I've learnt. No point worrying or thinking too much about stuff heh =>
Now for some personal reflection...Feel that I've grown so much within the past year. And even more from the past few years. I've grown to be more matured, less introvert and more sociable. So many things has changed within me. My beliefs, my attitude, my character, my thoughts and stuff. Really. Major change in myself and I find it to be rather evident. At least I notice my changes and I still wanna change for the better as I know I can. An occasional slip for myself is rather alright as too high an expectation for myself will probably lead to distress. So just take things as they come by. Don't expect too much, stay calm and cool, relax and be happy. Don't always take things too hard or seriously. That's the way I am now =)
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