Seriously speaking, some of the VIs are getting on my nerves...they just go round harping about joining hq and all those bullshit to those who have made up their minds on what to do...total bullshit. I'm damn pissed k.
I definitely appreciate those instructors whom I've approached and gave me some objective advice and stuff. But got those who bug and say all these shit ya know. What you'll regret not joining and stuff. To hell with them. We're the ones who deciding to join not them. Giving some suggestions and forcing us to join are two different things alright. It doesn't benefit anyone, it'll just make us hate hq more and make us less likely to join. I find it really damn dumb...who wouldn't feel irritated and annoyed by those people who continuously bug you?? We took a lot of time and effort just to think over the decision of joining as VI...no one should really try to persuade us to join or not. Maybe a few words of advice would be good but from what I see, VIs who do that are few and far between...really. They just go on ask why dowan join, then blah blah blah give a whole crappy story about some stuff and etc etc etc...
If they don't feel tired of it, I sure those listening are sick of it. Spare a thought for others. Whatever...those who have already decided have decided. They'll probably not change their minds, and I'm sure they have tried to see whether they are suitable for the job or not, regardless of their reasons. If they're totally not interested and stuff, they should not be forced to. And if they wanna join at a later date or something let them be, it's their choice isn't it?
I'm not trying to flame everyone out there. There're definitely those that are different but I think got very little only k. Quite tired of this kindda stuff already and I'm sure I'll not wanna become like that in the future...
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