Wow...can't believe I woke up at 9 plus on a Sunday. One of the rare times I wake up so early haha. Was totally like no mood to do anything in the morning, so just went on the com and slacked. For very long. Regretted using so much, but anyway, lunch wasn't good, hah some minor details. Anywayz, went out to get a new pair of shoes, cos my new balance that one sorta gonna rip off soon, not that bad actually, put some contact glue should be able to use somemore I guess. Went Ang Mo Kio first, looking for the total 90 3, white and red, lotsa people wearing that one. Sold out...Went Queensway and find, many shops also sold out, anyway bought a nicer one, very cheap compared to sportslink price. Nike street soccer shoes also, but I like it better than the total 90. Got one shop sell the Total 90 until damn ex, I was like quite pissed by the way he said stuff lor, what here got size that's why more ex and stuff. Mark up the price like free. I just walked off.
Did my homework and stuff after coming back, good thing I finished some last night, or else would've died. Talking about last night...actually wanted to use com, but bro using, he said wait and I waited until 1.30am then heck care and went to sleep ya. Anyway, I then did A Maths tuition work. Don't want to do the E Maths papers liao, keep doing like siao, doesn't really benefit that much already, used the time for my chemistry tuition work. I sure hope syllabus teach finish real soon, then easier to revise, now revise half and learn new stuff a bit problematic. I don't mind if got remedials everyday even. In fact got remedials will minimise my slack time. Yeah, and that's good.
Not feeling very good, don't know why also, funny...Now I not even sure where I wanna go. If JC of course wanna get to VJ, if not maybe TJ but far...or AJ. Poly...don't know about it. But I'll just do my best and see what I can do about it. I've got high aims but my effort not enough to balance it up...must push harder.
念念不忘是我现在的感受。既使已有这么久的一段时间没见面，我内心还存有一种依依不舍的感觉。这可是重要的一年，使我内心有种莫名的挣扎。我明知道自己比较种视哪一方，但是却不知该如何采取行动。我更不知自己应该作什么。读书之际，她的事总是隐隐约约地出现在我脑海中，使我无法专注于自己该作的事。我曾想把心事推到会考之后，但是我心可放不下。我心里就这样成为了矛与盾，开始隐隐作痛。我也不知该如何是好。我不想作出鲁莽的决定后而后悔。我知道我的心已把我引到哪儿去了，可是我并不知道如何行动。隔了一段时间，我也对自己存有疑惑，连一丁点儿的念头也不知。我想进一步的前进，可是我也无法想出自己该怎么办，我真无能、无助啊。
爱的就是妳
在爱的幸福国度 妳就是我唯一 我唯一爱的就是妳
我真的爱的就是妳 失去才会懂得珍惜 但我珍惜妳
伤愈痛就是爱愈深 我不相信 妳和我同时停止呼吸
每一次我们靠近 妳让我忘了困惑 忘了所有烦心
我把妳紧紧拥入怀里 捧妳在我手心 谁教我真的爱的就是妳
在爱的纯净世界 妳就是我唯一 永远永远不要怀疑
我把妳当作我的空气 如此形影不离 我大声说我爱的就是妳
在爱的幸福国度 妳就是我唯一 我唯一爱的就是妳
我真的爱的就妳 爱的就是妳
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