Was late for the meeting, not that I needed to be there lah but camp debrief also not much comments can make. Actually really wanted to go for the SYF first aid duty lah but decided the unit more important. So gotta apologise to Huda mdm for the last minute withdrawal. Anyway, can finally be relieved of some stuff liao, cos I know the unit will be in safe hands with the new provisional committee. I believe it'll turn out fine lah and things can go smoothly, can't see how else it can be improved. Even when have problems, I firmly believe that our VIs can take care of stuff. Discussed a lot on the committee and stuff, activities also, but more importantly in the ability to function as a committee and stuff lah, before deciding on other things. Sorta feel at ease leaving the unit like that. Now time to concentrate on my work liao^^.
I am such an idiot...some things that I wanna do and I ought to do so, I am unable to. Can't even extend a little helping hand...Feels so bad, feels like shit. I ought to stab myself man...argh. Left with one more problem...but that one can hardly be put off or solve lor...must treat it as a motivational factor to work, yep. Hope things turn out well for me...
I Believe
I Believe 当我在妳家门口 下雨了 妳看了也会难过
I Believe 妳不说话的时候 也是一种 其实妳在回应我
虽然不曾说 相信妳正在懂 就算牵的不是我的手 我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么 妳的笑容 有时候也宁可当作妳在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
妳总会看到我 在某个时候 想让妳陪伴的是我
I Believe 没有回应的时候 只不过 正好妳在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默 也是一种 其实妳在倾听我
虽然不曾说 相信妳正在懂 就算牵的不是我的手 我真的不难过
不知道在高兴什么 妳的笑容 有时候也宁可当作妳在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
妳总会看到我 在一切之后 留在妳身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动 在妳身后的独角戏 聚光灯没亮过
怀疑 是自己编造的内容 妳从不真的认得我
不知道在高兴什么 妳的笑容 有时候也宁可当作妳在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么 只告诉自己 I Believe
一定会有结果 在很久以后 留在妳身边的是我 会陪着妳的人是我
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