The Victorian Anthem on Monday mornings are always great. Sad to say that I'm left with not many times to sing it. At least in VS perhaps.
Last week's Physics practical was badly done by me. My worst in my one and a half years in upper sec. Was a bit rush lah but I was just so careless don't know what got into me. Graph got so low also, made so many dumb mistakes here and there...depressing sia. Especially when the practical mock are coming up soon. I gotta do well in the mock to gauge my standard for prelims, or else goner. Wah, pressure is on. Thursday Chem practical mock, can die, still not too sure of my QA stuff, gotta revise more thoroughly. Hopefully can get back the practical book on wednesday then can look through. SS spent two periods going through an inference question, quite standard but fulfiling.
E Maths did Chinese High paper, more work, can die liao. Higher Chinese he went through the bao zhang bao dao for two whole periods!! Got a better picture of it but I was never good at it. Next Saturday Higher Chinese mock liao, preparing for it, got some time to study today. Studied very little and bad news is next few days probably cannot study at all, cos must prepare for Chem practical and the A Maths test. Maybe can squeeze in a little time ba, I hope. Tired. I think I gonna cap my com usage for one hour, until 12 daily. Because tend to use to much and sleep later. Too tired, studying my chinese that time half dozing off, couldn't really study...
Wanna help out yeah, relieve of the pain, don't know what I can do about it...
心里还觉得蛮空虚的。喜欢这样的生活，却又不喜欢。心情就跟着句话一样矛盾。在我记忆里的她是无法泯灭的。她在我心中的地位也是永久不变的。虽然自己一个人有这种愚蠢的想法，但我还是喜欢这样的自己。表现出最真诚，最真实的自己可是件很好的事。虽然憋在心中的一些话语都无法出口，我相信在时间的鞭策之下，我一定会鼓起勇气把它说出口的。我想分担一些痛苦，一些悲伤，让她更好受。我想把肩膀借给她，以便让她在伤痛的时候依靠，让她变得比较开朗一些。
流星森林雨
不着痕迹的一阵雨 你说那是一群流星 因为是妳
我会相信 那不是捕风捉影 等不到一场流星雨
雨声一样如影随行 我却相信 一点一滴 是妳在呼唤我姓名
不需要张开眼睛 也看到妳和我的心情 感受呼吸一样的回音
让整个世界变得透明 不需要张开眼睛 也看到黑夜最明亮的流星
彷佛站在屋顶 在心底里感应 我们的约定 在妳梦中一座森林
忽然铺满了我的心 因为是妳 我会相信 那不是捕风捉影
整个城市化做森林 忽然之间摇动不停
我却相信 一动一静 是妳在呼唤我姓名
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