Today was a great day for me. First thing, morning managed to get all sec 4s to attend the Cadets' Recognition Day, it had better be good man...yesh, at least something to commerate, yeah, although the school one was more than enough. Anyway, assembly went to auditorium. Highlight of the day man. VJ principal came to give a talk, Light-Fire-Technology. Still remember vividly, what I remembered more was the seniors that returned back, about 8 I think. Really awe-inspiring. Motivation to work. VS students in VJ really shine brightly lor. The fact that this year the president of Students' Council and Chairperson of Monitors' Council are from VS, says a lot about our school's leadership training and stuff. Really proud to be a Victorian. VJC was originally meant to be built for Victorians. I agree. Will there be a fine day where all 400 plus of us make it to VJ and dominate the population? One of the guys, I remembered was from NCC(Air). He said about 80-100 Victorian there isn't enough to dominate, which is not true. Maybe in terms of bringing up there spirit not enough to dominate but all the leadership roles all taken up by Victorians, shows a lot about VS. Motivation by chanting VJ all the time. Yeah. I've got motivation from more than one source hahz. VJ...gotta work extremely hard to get in. Cut off supposedly is 7 pt, not raw, after minus the bonus points. But I think cannot get in one, must at least 10 pt or 9 pt raw. Far from it, so distant, but I gotta get there. The seniors said so much. Imagine not singing the Victorian Anthem but other school song, can't bear to do that. That's really great spirit displayed by them. Sad to say this kindda spirit dying down liao...I look at the camp instructors and I shake my head...sigh. Quite nothing to say. Hopefully the spirit will be built up again. Anyway if can get to VJ aiming for the soccer team, hahz, try lah but I'm not very good, must train, not now of course haha.
Talked so much liao...k continue...Physics should've make up, same for SS and Geog. Ok in fact Higher Chinese need to. Biology I blur liao lah, notes given totally cannot fit into our VS workbook, how...use textbook also a bit blur still. How I wish Ms Woo was still here lor, then her notes so good...sigh...argh, nvm. Try to source for other stuff ya. E Maths got more work, that's so cool man. RGS paper 2 haven't even complete. Still got other homework, tomorrow got geog remedial, but I wanna attend, after that buy gift for Mr Tik...then got what time left sia. Argh...
After school went home, changed, sprint training. Difficult, cos ground was very wet. Then could only sprint on the cement path, the paved stoney thingy cannot run, super slippery. Sprinted for 15 min like that, of course not continuous. Do a bit lah, too tired cannot study. At the end I almost slipped and fell off and rolled down the edge. Close shave, very close one. After that mug liao, slack a bit first lah, perspiring, not because weather hot but house damn humid, hate it. Anyway did homework and stuff lah, got a lot cannot finish. So only could do a bit A Maths only...My bro went to cut hair then his hair style until like what...haha. Looks okay lah...actually quite envy him, got this trophy. Not exactly great, may seem lame to others but I think it's meaningful and sweet, yeah. He going thailand in two days' time to enjoy...bon voyage, hahz.
Not exactly feeling good lah, more negative though. But gotta keep stuff till later...hope it can last lah. If do anything now, I'll be releasing all the crap now and I'd die from misery...haha. Ya, indeed.
总觉得自己很喜欢幻想。当然比较想幻想好的事。譬如...好多事...喜欢的事好多，喜欢的人只有一个，哈哈，无聊~。当然幻想着许多甜蜜的事，很多我想将来所发生的事，使我对未来充满憧憬。可是只要她每次都愁眉不展，我的脸上也毫无一丝笑容。她痛苦的表情也让我的心开始龟裂。她伤痕累累的内心也让我不好受。我一心只想她抛开烦恼，往好的一方面想，不再被痛苦束缚着。我只要她开心、幸福，无悲伤地过生活。
I Drive Myself Crazy
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without you
Now I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...
Why didn't I know it?(How much I love you baby)
Why couldn't I show it?(If I had only known)
When I had the chance
Oh, I had the chance
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...
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