Today, I trudged to school with a heavy heart. Yeah, felt really like shit. To make things worse, I was late for school. That was like first time since ages. Anyway, was like much better after my lessons...felt so much better. Forgot everything, haha. Must maintain. Got perked up by those corny and lame jokes. Really. Then time passed so fast, don't know since when I enjoyed my lessons and stuff lah. Got so much info packed in, must revise so that can keep it in ^_^.
Geography as usual lah, no time to finish everything so considered the syllabus teach finish liao left with social studies. Higher Chinese was like totally almost two periods talking about the Chinese operas and history...then left a bit of time ask us read the textbook, relevant lah but still...
Physics learnt the electrical/circuit components lah, but done in tuition liao, so pretty familiar, need more revision though. Biology was totallly nothing to say lor, no respect for teacher leh. Even when greeting can only hear a few voices. Totally disgusted by my class behaviour, totally sucks man. Cannot take it.
After school do my new routine lor...train pull ups, realised improved significantly, but still needs improvement. Remembered end of last week was like dying...then today recharged haha. Anyway, my worry is the damned 2.4km. I quite sucky at it liao then still never train...actually cos very ma fan to train, then train liao very tired, no mood to study and do work lah...pull up easier haha.
Since I've gotten cheery, I hope I won't get down again lah. Realised some things will have to wait. And seriously hope it'll not kill if I wait. If it does I might as well just kill myself ya.
这次的主题与上两回有稍微的不同，观念也差不多吧...以后可能会写别的吧。总觉得这次写得蛮逊的。好像没有人看我的这几段随笔...
我觉得我的生活很空虚，没什么好期待的。也许自己不过是有点无聊罢了。课业的压力倒是压得我有点喘不过气，但那也没什么大不了的。生命中唯一的期待好像就这样从眼中消失了。对我而言，活着也完全没有意义。我所喜欢的一切，从我怀中狠狠地被剥夺了。生活根本就毫无乐趣。我们之间是从感情不错的朋友而开始的。我却对她日渐生情，让我无法自拔。虽然这不过是自己一厢情愿的想法，我心中总是抱着一丝的希望，希望奇迹会出现。但是我不曾遇见过这所谓虚拟的奇迹。我反而被幸运女神给抛弃，让自己坠落谷底。用冷淡来表示我们之间的关系还真是贴切。即使到了这时刻，我还在祈祷，祈祷会有叫做爱情的花朵从我们之间萌芽并且茁壮成长。
第二次爱上妳
时间呀 你听见我了吗
滴答声中我又想起妳
回亿阿 醒了吗
我只想问一个问题妳好吗
爱的记亿会像铁盒一样生锈吗
就算思念旧的可以 也别丢掉她
想念啊 妳听见我了吗
可能吗 第二次让我爱上妳
飞走的往事呀 请妳转个弯
我爱妳的时光 妳没忘了吧
我再也不会让妳哭了呀
妳听见吗(I Love You)
可能吧 是我的眼泪吗
这是第几次又想起妳 明天哪 再说吧
爱情加上一个也许 也不怕
妳爱不爱我 是未知数
剪下妳给我的回忆 走我走的路
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