Tired...Can hardly keep awake liao. But today rather fruitful lah, so don't mind. Got what I also cannot remember liao. Oh yeah, A Maths do the vectors and stuff, sorta get it liao. Enlish went through the speech, boring, cos rather easy. Preparation for mock examon Saturday. Don't understand why English so many mock, should have other subjects also mah.
Mr Zuraimi got sore throat then a bit problem when speaking to class. Handed in holiday homework, stack of 0.5cm paper. Others like damn thin like that, don't know why. They budget perhaps, hahz. Started doing the RGS prelim 2002, my Cedar one not even done yet, kao, keep giving non stop leh, will die one. Then later some Chem practical, generally okay lah, titration and QA, this time experiments not too difficult and I think I did most correctly. Think. When doing mole calculation titration, scratched my finger on the staple bullet, middle page of the practical book, not too deep though. Then later pouring extra hydrochloric acid into burette that time kena pushed and ta-da, my fresh cut kena hydrochloric acid, quite pain only...unlucky.
After school go do tuition homework in library. Difficult sia, Shaun and Edrei both don't know how to do, got some ASEAN scholar to do but his method too chim liao, don't understand. Vipul knew how to do, ya, and simpler somemore. The method suits me.
Tuition that time, usual stuff, go through the questions and practised more, then talk cock with Ka Fai also...now I think my integration can make it liao, like learning from scratch like that. Don't know what I doing during lessons last time, or maybe don't like Mdm Teo style of teaching. But still gain a lot from the lesson. After tuition on the bus, saw this guy staring at Vanessa. Then he was like totally staring...purposely turn his head away but eyeballs still roll back to stare and he was with his girlfriend somemore. Nothing to say...detest this kindda people.
Tired, came home did some A Maths tys. Then tired liao. Still got tomorrow the tuition work haven't do lor, I'm so dead.
嘿,这次有大部分是从别处摄取的。尤其是前几句话(这小段能有几句话?)。写得有些格格不入,因为用了‘她’和‘妳’,话题又突然转移...
不知道什么时候开始,只要是妳在叫我的名字,我就觉得自己的名字似乎特别响亮。只要能让妳笑,要我做几次都行,反覆地做也可以,我开始...想这些傻事,是从什么时候开始的?不知从什么时候开始,我变得如此喜欢妳,而且无法自拔了。与妳在一起的每一分,每一秒都是我记忆中最珍贵的一部分。我们独处的时间少之又少,但是我仍记得妳的一举一动,妳的爱好与厌恶。与妳在一起的时光是那么美好,那么兴奋的。我是多么的想让妳躺在我肩膀上,把困在内心的痛苦从泪中发泄出。可是我却办不到,我并没有资格拥有这么完美的妳。
虽然已经不会再回来...虽然无法实践...即使如此那朵小花仍然在我面前继续绽放。那朵小小的花...好小好小的花,是我最珍贵,最珍贵的...
可是尽管如此,我想保护她,让她被自己保护。我想保护她,不让她脆弱的心坎再次地的被伤害,不让她再有不愉快的回忆。能够做到这一点的话,我终身无憾。
真心话
早晨醒来身上沾了颜料
而画笔还握得很紧很牢
阳光中妳仍静静悄悄
在画板上看着我微笑
几乎每天梦到散着步和妳聊
有一种幸福和美好
我感觉得到 却捕捉不到
有时候让情绪很糟
感动明明塞满胸口 却说不明白
我爱得多么澎湃 只愿妳能看得出来
喜欢妳想爱妳想说真心话
我只有深情 但请妳收下
我只有痴狂 却不懂得方法
把我心里想的怀里有的清楚让妳看吧
喜欢妳想爱妳想说真心话
路也许还长 但爱已出发
我也许太傻 却一点也不假
会永远体贴永远守约妳肯让我爱你吗
(想看着妳闹陪着妳笑让我爱妳吧)
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