Oh...morning mock...raining, so cold. Mind total blank, wrote crap for my compo. Compre also diffcult, sure die lor.
Went to CRD. Quite late ah...by half an hour at least. Tired leh, whole week slept so late...went there a bit not enthu...Starting sat with the other DA winners, so sian. Nothing to say sia...Then went to collect, think I cocked up a bit...while collecting. zc and Elias went off in the middle to eat...kao...nothing to say. Then after that went to change and stuff, took photo with siglap people, don't know why they wanna take lor...take twice somemore. Anyway went to eat lah, didn't eat much, food was alright though. Then walked around like free talk so much crap...then we actually wanted to help the evergreen people move the chairs lah but one of the stupid cadets think free leh, say what stairs there got somemore go help...damn attitude, then we heck care liao. Felt like slapping her face lor, damn what leh.
Informal segment was alright lah...better than I expected though. The balloon thingy not bad. I kept blowing and bursting the balloons haha. Also no rules one mah...then got some people never play at all stand at one side, hahz. Got what mass dance, was ok lah, but couldn't catch some parts but heck.
Got the fake campfire. It was really lousy. Damn ugly, might as well have real one. The songs also not very enthu like that. I hated one of the mcs, really irritating leh. Make so much noise when I was trying to tie the balloons. Felt like punching her. Then got don't know what so much stuff some were alright but some really terrible. Overall was pretty good tough. They tried to psycho us join vi. I should be joining ba. Also don't know...Jian Fu sir said got a lot of ULC people joining.
At the end sang the Victorian Anthem and spelling cheer. Probably the last time doing it in HQ activity.
Was I being fierce...I also don't know. Sorry about that, really sorry. Probably last time meeting liao, for quite some time, quite sad. Anyway...also don't know...hope things will go well.
离别可是件非常痛苦的事。它让我内心绞碎，让我的心真的好痛，好痛。用绞碎这两个字眼也无法形容自己内心的伤痛。这种结局对于失魂落魄的我倒是再贴切不过了。可是我还是不得不埋怨自己的不幸，埋怨自己的命运。我想要得有这么多，可是最终得到的只不过是虚幻的憧憬。失去是个恐怖的经验，失去最自己最重要的十五可真会让人心碎呀。我讨厌自己的愚昧，自己天真的想法。我真的真的感到很失落。我感受到自己的无能与无助。我想哭，泪却流不出。我想开心，心里的伤痛却不容许我。我想为她做些事，自己却完完全全的做不出来。我真的好失败，好失败。
纯真
长长的路上 我想我们是朋友 如果有期待 我想最好是不说
妳总是微笑的妳 总是不开口 世界被妳 掌握
月亮绕地球 地球绕着太阳走 我以为世界是座 宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过 在预言着什么
在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎么感觉整个黑夜 在震动
耳朵里我听到了 心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 妳怎么说
妳心中一定有座 浓雾的湖泊 任凭月光再皎洁 照也照不透
妳眼中闪烁湖面 无边的温柔 那波光在 诱惑
妳已经有他就不应该 再有我 世界的纯真此刻为妳 有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻 放开妳的手 我却没有力气 这么做
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