Oh yesh, magic number 99th post. How time flies since I first made this blog.
Missed my 76 in the morning, climbing up the overhead bridge then saw it at the bus stop liao, too far. Cannot make it. So I took 70 to PL and took a 135, coincidentally same bus at Kian Tiong yesh. Was sitting beside Zong Yu. One of the old Victorians who came back on Monday.
Chemistry the previous pract did like shit. Damn sucky especially my QA. Never explain properly. Then the titration so easy but then never put decimal place kena penalised like free. Next week mock for Chem prac liao, so fast mock come liao. Can die lor. No time to study properly. Whole day do E Maths and A Maths work. Friday got A Maths test somemore and then haven't hit the books yet. Tomorrow tuition as usual, so reach home super late, still got E Maths work haven't do. Tuition work also hardly touched. Argh...why so much stuff, can't even study.
Bio prac did on potato disc and the peanut crap. Quite ok but don't know some stuff lah. CME continued watching Twelve Angry Men. It's nice lor. Really good. The one sided simplicity of the murder was looked into and the opinions of 11 people changed. From 1-11 in favour of guilty to 1-11 in favour of not guilty then finally all agreed not guilty. A lot of hidden meaning and learning points in the movie. Things like social and racial discrimination, looking at things from a different view point and stuff. Really quite enriching. This Friday promotion for everyone, don't know what's gonna happen.
Came home usual stuff, train a bit then do my work, do until my eyes pain now...Somehow my pull ups not improving...stay there this whole week, no change. Argh, NAPFA coming liao, better buck up. Anyway, must make time to study no matter what, or else like that drag and drag will kill me one. But got other stuff on my mind...
在我开朗、快乐的面具之下，我掩饰了自己的悲伤。在这世上并没人喜欢失去。尤其是失去本身所最珍惜、最喜欢、最重视的事物。我想失去自己所有的人并不好受吧。失去之后，不是应该更努力地争取自己所希望的吗？难道就这样甘心地坠入人生的谷底吗？人生有起有落，不然还会叫做人生吗？我们必须尝试接受失去的痛苦与心酸。即使不开心，我们还是要在人生的道路上继续的走，直到自己遇到了值得让自己珍惜与爱护的对象。我倒是觉得有些事是值得等待的。就算要我等一辈子，我也愿意。就算明知自己已没希望，我还是奢望着有一天能够实现自己的愿望。
疼妳的责任
每次妳任性时说的一些话 妳知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧 最后依然体贴的送妳回家
有时想如果我不是一直让 妳也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠 做得让妳有一点难过失望
总觉得有疼妳的责任 要妳是最快乐最单纯的人
因为妳让我的心变得丰盛 原来不奢望的变成可能
总觉得有疼妳的责任 让妳做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任 爱得了解包容 才算爱得完整
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