...morning same stuff lah, nothing to say, no mood to say. Actually everything was pretty alright today. Slack day I'd say. Only four periods in class total. In auditorium for English for 3 periods. Explain the mid year stuff, also nothing much actually. Chem was like practically using both periods doing the Cedar prelim paper...Bio did some practical, revision on last time the work last, Benedict's test, biuret test, iodine test and stuff. Last was CME, new teacher Mr Donald Leo. Nice guy, he also our new PE teacher. But PE teacher change or not, makes not much diff...still the same stuff I guess. But he really a good teacher lah, not in terms of teaching lah but in terms of pride as a teacher and stuff. Showed some movie clips on Troy...use pirated disc somemore...haha, subtitles damn funny, lame sia.
Then after school got the financial seminar in the auditorium...was alright lah, later went parkway eat with the usual four of us. Things started to get damn lousy for me. Realised I lost my bottle, yeah that's pretty expensive, and most prob cannot get back liao, left in the dumb auditorium of all places. Hardest to access. Might as well just go jump down. Walked around and stuff, found some stuff that I wanna buy but no cash lah, anyway now buy also not able to use much, but the stuff I wanna buy rather practical. Saving up for my father's birthday present lah...cannot anyhow spend now.
Reach home was like...shit. Don't know what to say. Did some work and stuff then like about 10 plus use com. Feeling damn sucky...argh. Anyway let my father use, trying to ensure some modem works. Then my bro say use very fast one...let him use and now it's 12 plus, should've slept quite some time ago actually, but I insisted on using the damned com. Yeah...damn me too. Sick. Feels damn bad...
看到妳心碎，我也感到伤心欲绝
也同时痛恨自己
痛恨自己的无能
痛恨自己为何无法适当的安慰妳
痛恨为何我什么都无法为妳做
我似乎连倾听妳心事的资格都没有
感觉上我连与妳当朋友的资格都没有
我是多么希望妳愿意向我倾诉自己的心事
因为我会一直陪着你试着保护妳
不让你受到任何心灵上的伤害
我觉得自己宛如个废物似的
连自己喜欢的人都没办法为她作些什么
说实在的我真的很担心她
我想与她分担她自己的担忧与伤感
让她心里好受一些而不会再这么不愉快
只希望她的一切会变得更好、更快乐
暗号
我想要的 想做的 妳比谁都了
妳想说的 想给的 我全都知道
未接来电 没留言 一定是妳孤单的想念
任何人都 猜不到 这是我们的暗号
他们猜 随便猜 不重要
连上彼此的讯号 才有个依靠
有太多人太多事 夹在我们之间咆哮
杂讯太多讯号弱 就连风吹都要干扰
可是妳不想 一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹风 想自由 想要一起手牵手
去看海 绕世界流浪
我害怕妳心碎没人帮妳擦眼泪
别管那是非 只要我们感觉对
我害怕妳心碎没人帮妳擦眼泪
别离开身边 拥有妳我的世界才能完美
妳说妳想逃开松手 爱太累 爱得不自由
因为我给不起最简单的承诺
妳停止收讯号 我开始搜寻不到
到底有谁知道 是几点钟方向 妳才会收到暗号
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