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Monday, May 09, 2011

Well, about a year ago I was kind of an unhappy boy...thinking a lot about things here and there and plenty of what ifs. Fast forward one year till now, I sometimes wonder how much I really grew and matured. And yea, tt's abt it I guess haha. So much for personal reflections. Honestly nothing much abt my life to complain abt, but it probably is human nature to be greedy and want more and tt's the feeling I have now, not that I don't think it isn't really a good thing but sometimes I can't really help it no? Anyways, I highly doubt things will get any much better for myself haha, oh well wad to do...can't be helped can it?

don't really know wad to write really haha. my mind's kind of a blank slate right now and I'm heading to cambodia in like 10 hours' time? gotta get more rest, not tt I feel I can in this sweltering heat.

Hmmm never got to mastering this piece on the guitar, cos only the chorus sounds right and the rest of the tab is just doesn't sound right haha. got to playing it exactly one year back though.

Ocean's apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 1:01 am
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Monday, April 18, 2011

omg where has my freaking discipline gone to?? did a little more than half of my revision today. omg seriously...5 days left to exams, when will i feel like studying man zzz. terrible waste of time today argh...

recently been loving jason mraz songs, hope they'll get me to work...really desperately need to improve my cap =( can anyone tell me how to be more disciplined. damn siannnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!! =(

Well you've done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing, we're just one big family
It's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Do you want to, come on, scootch over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'll be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't.
There's no need to complicate
'cause our time is short
This oh, this oh, this is our fate, I'm yours


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 1:46 am
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Sometimes, not everything in life goes according to your wishes, just sit back and take things in ya? Learn to live and let go, and life will be much better! Easier said than done, but sometimes there really isn't much you could do =)



You'll Never Walk Alone~** 10:13 am
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Monday, March 21, 2011

Oh gosh, haven't had a post in like 2 months eh haha, as usual thing flash past so quickly. IHG over, treble winners, enough said. It's like we've won everything there is to be won this year. Swept Rag, Flag is kinda impossible with KR's donations and all. Treble winners in IHG, although girls' title was shared with TH. We had a very successful DP and our Chingay was also said to be much better than KR's part. Eusoff hall is indeed the home of the champions.

I mean, in terms of tangible achievements, it can certainly be said that Eusoff can hardly improve from here on, which is both good and bad. Hope great things will continue for Eusoff next year and onwards!

Well, have been freaking busy with IHG, then it was mid terms plus Expeditions, plenty of things here and there. Good things and bad things as usual. Kind of having mixed feelings now haha, but I always know I'm very greedy eh. Needa relax my mind and heart a little. Just a little heh. Don't try too hard, or else nothing's gonna work out for myself, that much I'm sure of heh.

On a side note, gonna remove the tagboard, serves no purpose anymore, it's not really in use and plenty of spam on it yep. Well removed my other info, leaving my name only haha, these things keep changing, no point leaving them all up there eh?

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Just as long as you'd call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
See this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...

Come back to me
Mr. Waiting ever patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
Mr. Curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
And love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be Mr. Please
Do come and find me, oh
Find me, find me, me

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
Trying not to ask why
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be Mr. Please
Do come and find me

Love is blinding when the timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in just an instant
Well I don't mind, at least I've tried
Well I tried, I tried...


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 12:58 am
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Saturday, January 29, 2011

My first post in 3 mths haha. So much shit happened, good things passed by here and there and all. I wonder why I'm even putting up this post really. Right in the middle of IHG. DP was really great but in all honesty, I didn't feel as much exhilaration as last year, prob due to this being m 2nd experience alr but dance is certainly fun though. The thing was, I felt vindicated after Hsin Yi's dance, mainly cos I didn't like wad was put up with Ai Ting's item last year. It was a good piece of choreo but it was changed far too often and yep too little time to perfect it. And I kept my record of crying before each of my contemporary pieces, which I did last year's for Ai Ting and this year for Hsin Yi. Really heart wrenching story of Hsin yi =( but I don't know really, life sometimes suck. You win some, you lose some and well...yep I guess things have picked up for her alr. That's life, ups and downs are all part of it, you gotta stay strong and live through ithe lows and ride the waves on the high =)
Well IHG is great so far...was losing right at the beginning but we picked ourselves up right up till now and I believe we have quite a sizeable lead over TH alr. I'm just proud of the vball guys cos of the victory over Sheares, although it was really unfortunate tt I cldn't be ard due to my late night lessons on fri =( really sad. Heard it was such an epic match man. Hopefully can kope the video from EusoffWorks yep zzz. Anyway finals on Mon, really hope can win cos a medal for a real team sport would really matter after the bronze from IFG yep. Wish the boys all the best and hopefully tmr night won't rain so we can get some trg! The weather's been really eratic man.
Just love this song from Berteesha's choreo, very nice and emotional, wld certainly have liked to try this choreo, vvv emotional, the only kind of contemp tt I'd really like to do =)

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 10:02 pm
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Friday, October 29, 2010

Always always feel like blogging when i'm tired, down, stressed etc etc. Never really felt the need whenever I'm feeling happy heh. Guess it's just a form of outlet to vent all the frustration built up in me? Must be so.

Super duper tired. Car wash 2 days to raise funds for the Cambodian village we gonna visit in May next year was most certainly a tiring job. In all honesty, I wasn't one of those who took many shifts but really, my fund raising project 2, smc logs really tying me down mentally, along with all my academic work. Tests coming up on Mon and I haven't really started studying. Minimally must read finish the chapters of the txtbk for 2142 then can start mugging for 2111 =( really very tired alr zzz.

I guess it's actually one or the other tt's pulling my whole self down. I am doing better at my tests etc this sem. No doubts about it and amazingly I'm uber packed with hall stuff comparatively but I always feel tt it's just so difficult to carry it on to my finals. Really need to pull my cap up and I believe I'm on the right track just need to perform for the remaining tests and especially for my finals. Vv tired.

Tt being said, it's not that I'm not enjoying myself ard. Really like the freshies I met this year, reminds me of d1 last year and I know those days are so far away, it's prob not gonna be the same anymore with so much happening alr ya but life goes on.

Sometimes it does help to be insignificant, really. But I do miss the days of being significant for sure =) Having a good reason to be distracted is not an excuse. Focus Edwin, bring back your discipline from before. Way before.

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If a frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer



You'll Never Walk Alone~** 10:31 pm
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Monday, October 18, 2010

Well...I always, always feel sad when I hear of break ups and failed relationships. They're things I can relate to and when cp was kind of restless after the meeting, I knew I had to talk to him. To hell with the questions to be done for the 8am lecture tmr. Or today perhaps lol.

Although he didn't explicitly say or ask to talk but I could really feel that he needed it =/ I wonder if it was good tt ewen wasn't ard but oh wells. After hearing what he had to say, I guess there're quite a few similarities? Told him abt my own issues previously and all ya. I really feel for him...I mean, yea don't really know what to say lol. It's really, really heart wrenching to to see him feeling so down and yep nothing much I can do other than listening and relating to his issues. Well I didn't want to influence him or anything cos I feel he should decide his course of action on his own...

Never had I been asked so many questions abt my previous relationship but I just let him be. Could feel that he wanted to seek solace in something and it's something he has to try to get over. We, as friends can only be here to support him =) well I'm way past whatever that had happened though it did take some time to do so. "A part of me died when I let you go" but that's a part I've left behind already (:

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this while
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go


You'll Never Walk Alone~** 12:49 am
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